Being The Badboy's

**Chapter 11**

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"Julia what are you doing?"

I watched as her hand was hovering over the door knov.

What was that paper she had?

She slowly turned around her face a bright pink as she noticed i only had on a towel!

I smirked,i have that affect on woman!

But thats not what i was worried about i was worried about that paper for some reason!

"uhm..i-its nothing",she stuttered.

"if its nothing can i see it?"

"NO!"

I caressed my invisible beard.

"but its nothing so why do you care so much if i see it so it has to be something!,i said.

Without another word she dropped the paper,and ran RAN out of my room followed by a slam!

"what the hell",i asked myself confused as i walked over to the peice of paper and picked it up.

Dear coldhearted bitch,

i dont know if your now reading this..i think you are!But i want to let you know that what im about to do is not because i want to but because i had no other choice to!You have made my life living hell and i will no longer tolerate it!I always thought i likes you and we would be the perfect friend forever but..

dont

believe

fairytales.

                 -signed,

                        selfish bitch

I dropped the note..w-was this a suicide note!

Was she thinking abou-naaa!

Julia's not that type of girl..

I grew angry waa this because of me being a jerk she was going to kill her self!

Its becauae im a selfiah jerk so she wanta to kill herself!

OHGOD..julia im sorry!

She tryed to get this note..before i saw it.

I fisted the note into a ball as i stalked over to Julias bedroom door.

*knock knock*

No answer.

*pound pound*

"julia open up!"

"no.",i heard a soft no.

"please",i cant believe im begging!

"your begging",she asked in disbelief!

I couldnt help but smile some of my anger realesed,but it faded when i realised im the jerk who made her almost kill herself!

The anger rushed back inside of me so i ded the one option

ripped

the

door

of

hinges..

Maybe it wasnt a good option but right now it felt like it was!

Julia lay on her bed staring at her door that lay on the floor with her mouth agape.

She looked so inoccent how could suicide ever cross that unique mind of hers!?

Oh because im the jerk that fucked up.

"L-LOGAN!Why did you just do that!"

I ignored her question as i walked over to her a.d waved the note around!

"what the hell is this Julia!"

Her eyes flicked from the note to my face but she stayed quiet.

"you thought about suicide julia",i snapped getting angry!

Wait why was i angry?

She looked down at her fingers and fiddled with them.

How could i have fucked up the one girl who waa always there for me the one girl who knows the real me!I spent all my time looking for the right one,when the right one was right next to me..and i lost her because im a JERK!

"i had no choice",Julia said bearly above a whisper.

What does she mean she had no choice?!

Was i that bad!

I kneeled down on one knee like i was proposing and cupped Julia's fragile and soft face into my hands,how could i have not noticed the one girl i was looking for was right infront of me with her brown wavy hair,blue eyes..she was simply all you could ask for and she has the not so perfect but perfect mixed life..and i almost took it from her!

I used my thumb to brush the stray tears that fell down her cheeks.

Im never this soft..but Julia knows me and i know her.

"julia theres always a choice,just because i do shit to you that you never deserve you still have a choice dont let a jerk like me take away your life!"

I dont give a fuck if i sound soft right now!

I almost took away an inoccent girls life away!

As my eyes flicked down to her lip as she bit it!

I had the sudden urge to kiss those lips again!

Sure ive kissed her twice..but she didnt enjoy it so neither did i i want us to both enjoy it for it to be considered a kiss!

"julia."

"hmm",she said as her blue eyes looked up at me.

Too fragile..too inoccent..fuck!

"julia..can i kiss you?"

I was actually asking a girl if i could kiss them!?

I was shocked,NO!

Fucking undescribable flippen happy when she gave me a soft nod.

She approved!

I bent down my lips bearly brushing hers and it made me all riled up already.

Then i claimed her soft lips with mine our lips molded perfect like we were made for each other.

I lowered her body onto her bed and hovered over her all without breaking the kiss i pressed my body against hers allowing no air in between us.

Something went off inside of me that i dont even know how to explain......is this love!

Love..?

Am i in love with Julia?!

I smiled against her soft lips and she moaned.

maybe..just maybe.

Im in love.

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Awwwwww did logan find love?!

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