Does He Really Feel This?

Chapter 8

*MELISSA'S POV*

I stayed with Carter tonight. Of course Matt & Griselda are going to be together also. I really hope they date or something! I wish they can.

Carter & I watched another movie. We watched The Perks of Being a Wallflower. I grabbed my copy & I was ready through some parts. They didn't have certain parts of book in the movie. I was kinda mad because they didn't have my favorite parts in there.

*CARTER'S POV*

Melissa was getting mad because the movie didn't have some of her favorite parts. This movie is really good. This movie is going to be my favorite by far.

After the movie ended we started to cuddle.

"The feeling I have for you is unhealthy" I said

"What do you mean?"

"I felt like I was going crazy when I didn't have you. You mean something to me"

"Aww that's really cute Carter" she said before she pecked my lips.

All of a sudden my phone started to vibrate. I was getting texts from Mahogany. What the fuck does she want?

From; Mahogany......

Carter, what time did you want to meet at? We can have our little make-our session before stage like always. 😉 When you're aren't with a girlfriend? 😏😉

I read it. Melissa read it. She quickly got up & left.

To; Mahogany......

WHAT THE FUCK MAHOGANY WE WEREN'T THING & WE'LL NEVER BE A THING. ITS BARLEY DAY ONE WITH MELISSA & YOU HAVE RUINED EVERYTHING

*MELISSA'S POV*

Carter got a text from Mahogany. She wanted her "make-out" session with Carter.

I got up as fast as I can & went back to the room.

No one was there. Which was a good thing.

I grabbed the keys to my hotel room & walked to Wal-Mart that was down the street.

I grabbed a box of razors. I payed for them & left back to the hotel.

I didn't want to see anybody. So u changed into pjs.

I called Matt asking where him & Griselda where. He said that they were at movies. They would be back in 2 hours.

I wanted to get my mind off Carter I blasted music.

I opened the pack of razors & got one. I put it to my wrist & then there was an aching pain in my wrist. It started to hurt a lot. I even cried. I heard thuds from the door.

I put on my red Magcon hoodie & walked over to the door. I covered my wrists in bandages. As I open the door it was Carter.

"Babe let me talk to you please" he said almost tearing up.

"For what? For you can see that you & Mahogany are dating?"

"No. None if that is true I swear"

"Oh really?" I said in a sarcastic voice. Turning away to go back outside.

Then he grabbed my wrist. It started to hurt but he spinned me around quickly & stole a kiss I want to back up. But I couldn't. His lips & mine moved in sync. It was good. Then he broke it apart.

"Now do you believe me?" He said

"Yes."

I'm so stupid. What if it was true? What if it wasn't? He says it's not. & I'm sure it's not true because I would alway be with him.

"Come on let's go inside" he says grabbing my hand

"Of course, let's watch a movie"

Good thing I left all my razors in the bathroom for he wouldn't see it. I went in there telling him I was going to use the bathroom. I didn't. I just hid everything. The razors & the some droplets of blood. That's all.

"What movie do you want to watch babe?" He says

'Wow he says it so perfectly. I get butterflies every time he calls me that.'

"You get butterflies babe?" He says standing up

"Did I really say that out loud?" Looking down at the floor blushing.

He came towards me & lifted up my chin.

"Yes you did. But your perfect. I'm not." He said while I was staring at his big brown eyes.

"You would you call me perfect? I'm not perfect in no way....." I said

"You're not perfect? Lies..... Because you are to me, I love you Melissa"

"I-I-I do too..."

"Why don't you say it?"

"Because the last time I said that I was wrong....."

Why did I just say that......

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A/N; Sorry, it took awhile. I haven't had enough time to write all of it. Anyways thank y'all for 100+ reads! Means a lot!!

- Laura 💕