Kearah ❤️

Important

Kearah, I love you so damn much. I love you to the point where it's unhealthy. I love you to the point where I simply cannot be a whole functioning organism without you. We're the sun and the moon, macaroni and cheese, Na and Cl, Dumb and Dumber, fangirls and fanfiction, the stars and stripes, Paige and Alicia.

So you know that what you did made me go more insane than I already possibly am. I don't blame you but please don't ever do it again. Your life isn't a film, don't end it. I know I sound selfish but I really have no words for what I was feeling. This isn't about me but I was...I was like an overheating computer about to shut down and stop working. I don't know where all these comparisons are coming from but I was really shaking because there was nothing I could do. If I could, I would have flown to Georgia the instant I knew something was wrong.

I'm not angry because I know how it feels like to not want to exist anymore. But your mother does love you. She won't show it but soon you'll realize she only wanted the best for you. Your siblings look up to you. Your family on wattpad loves you but if they don't, fuck them, I love you. I bet even Salmon Boy loves you. The point is you mean everything to many people but it doesn't matter if the whole world hated you because I would still love you. Once you know your reason to live, it becomes easier.

One day, here, we met.
Another day, we became family.
One day, out there, we'll meet.
Another day, we'll become legendary.

(I know, I can rhyme so well).

Anytime you don't feel yourself, remember those days. I love you.