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That mirror
The most horrible thing
Where I wake up
And go to look at
Every morning
And see
Someone who I don't want to see
I see me
My to big nose
My to big forehead
My to big hands
My to small lips
My to fat body
The list doesn't stop.

That mirror
Where my stomach seems to bulge
And everything I eat
Wants to come out once again
And the food that I see
Scares me
Thinking it'll get me fat
And people
Will hate me
For being
Too fat.

That mirror
That reminds me
To skip
Breakfast
Lunch
And dinner
To measure how many calories
Is in each spoonful

That mirror
That always seems
To scream
Every time
It seems my face
And body

That mirror
That helps me
realize
Just how fat
And imperfect
And flawed
And faulty
And lousy
My body really is.

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