"A Sudden Magic " (On-Going)

ASM 4: Believe, and be True.

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This is dedicated to my Kambal @PandFangirl025 ang aking mahal na kambal na fan din ng BLACKJACK AT EXO :) and an appler and a shipper of Chandara <3 waaah I love this girl <3

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Dara Park’s Perspective

One week na anf nakalipas simula nung reunion.

Dara act like you were a happy couple, para mas real syang tingnan ok ba?” kasalukuyan kaming nag pa-practice ni Ji ngayon, para sa collaboration namin.

Pinatawag kasi kami ni Papa YG at sinabing kilangan daw kasama ako sa isang kanta para sa album ni Ji, kaya kahit may ilang pa sa aming dalawa eh pumayag ako wala naman akong choice.

Wait muna, hindi kasi ganyan dapat mas swabe yung galaw at natural lang dapat.” Tama nakakailang ulit na kami dito pero di ko maintindihan kung bakit si CJ eh hindi makuntento.

Tss ano ba yan CJ nakakapagod na ha” reklamo ni Ji, imbis na magalit kami kasi napaka reklamador nya eh natawa kaming lahat kasi halata sa kanya na inis na inis na talaga sya haha XD

Ano bang nakakatawa?” tanong nya sa amin

Yung mukha mo hahaXD” sagot ko

Bakit mukha ba akong clown?” tanong nya sabay walk-out.

Bahagyang nagulat naman ako sa inasal nya, dati nung kami pa kapag inaasar ko sya, makikipag talo sya, bakit ngayon mas naging pikunin na sya?

Ganyan talaga si Jiyong oppa” napatingin ako sa gawing kanan ko at nakita ko ang leader namin na si Chaerin, hindi pa kami masyadong close kaya wala pa akong masyadong alam sa kanya.

Ah talaga?” sagot ko at tumango naman sya.

SM town played there game” sabay-sabay kaming napatingin sa TV na nasa right side ng Dance room, at doon lang namin na pansin na halos lahat ng YG artist eh nandoon at pati na din si Papa YG. Ang alam ko ang SM town is one the rival of YG entertainment.

Nakinig nalang din ako sa News. Alam ko naman kung anong ipapalabas dito eh.

SM town had given a statement last month that they are going to debut a boy group, and speculations had arouse because that same day YG entertainment released also a statement through social network site that the entertainment are also going to debut a girl group” pahayag ng reporter napatingin naman ako kina Chaerin, Bom at minzy ang mga makakasama ko sa grupo at nagpatuloy ulit ako sa panonood.

But YG entertainment didn’t revealed any of the information about the said new girl group that they will be debuting, while the SM town recently revealed the name of the said new group and there pictures seems like that SM town are playing there game, but let’s keep updated also in the new artist of the famous YG entertainment lets both witness the game between the two Company’s” its was just a flash report or should we say an update news.

After hearing that news, lahat kami eh bumalik na sa kanya- kanya naming ginagawa while si Ji at Chaerin eh tinawag ni papa YG kasama  si Teddy oppa.

Hello Dara :)” bati sakin ni Bom si bom ang unang naging close ko sa YG. Kasama ko din kasi sya training sa America.

Hi bom:)” I greeted her back

Dara do you thing we could work this out??” she asked out of nowhere, and with that question napaisip din ako, are we really going to work this out are we all ready to compete?

I don’t know? “I said to her and she nodded.

Since both me and bommie eh walang ginagawa at hindi pa naman din kami nag sisimula sa practice we check our social network sites, and find the pictures of the new group of SM town, as I saw their backgrounds someone had caught my attention my vitamin. Maloko talaga sya kahit kailan. Bigla ko tuloy syang namiss. Chanyeol is the most precious thing I have. Kaya nga iniingatan ko yun. Sya kasi ang nandya sa nga oras na walang wala ako. We started as friends and became into lovers.

Look boomie diba ang cute nya ?" pahayag ko kay bom, bahagya namanag tumango-tango lang si bommie at natawa. Alam kasi ni Bom na boyfriend ko sya.

Baka naman kasi ma---“ hindi na natapos ni bom ang sasabihin nya dahi bigla nalang nag salita si Taeyang na ikanagulat namin.

Chanyeol Park, haha ikaw talga sandy masyado kang halata heheh. si Kiritori Boy mo sandy haahha" bahagya pa akobg natawa nang tingnan ko ulit ang pic ni Yeol ang cute nya talaga.I didnt expect na magiging kami. Agad namang nag- flashback sa utak ko yung nangyari 5 years ago.

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FASTFORWARD

Lumabas muna ako ng practice area para magpahangin at makapag-isip.

Naisip ko lang hindi pa nga kami nag-sisimula ang dami na ata naming kalaban! Are we really capable of staying and be part of this world, or are we not? O baka ako lang ang hindi kaya?

Bakit ba kasi kailangan ko pang pumasok dito eh? Kung hindi lang siguro dahil kay Yeol, I don’t think so magkakalakas ako ng loob na bumalik sa korea at maging idol. Wala naman kasi talaga akong kayang gawin eh, hindi ako magaling sa mga bagay na ganito, bakit ba kasi pumayag pa ako.

While I was thinking and recalling of my reasons in joining in this industry someone patted my back, and as I turned my gazed I saw Taeyang the man who had been there in my darkest days befores, during my down moments and who played as my brother. He gave me a jacket and sat down beside me.

What’s bothering on you sandy?” he asked, first I hesitated to tell it to him, pero alam ko naman sa sarili ko na he’s the only person I could trust bukod kay Yeol and besides I’m comfortable with him kahit na matagal din kaming di nagkita, kaya sinabi ko sa kanya ang mga concerns ko.

Hmm just nonsense things in life, but really tae do you think I can do it? To think that before I was this shy type girl who haven’t tried to entered any competition before then suddenly I will became an Idol, oh diba nakakagulat yun” I said to him, and I tried to smile or brighten the mood as I was saying those words but I failed.

You know sandy, you JUST have to remember three things; One is don’t fake yourself, if you are angry show it, If you were hurt let it out, if you were down don’t try to hide it and if you were sad don’t ever smile, Second things do change, kung ano ka noon hindi mo yun madadala hanggang future every aspect in us changes, and third trust yourself nothing but just yourself, if hundreds of people saying you were a bad singer, you couldn’t act nor dance then let them say those words but don’t ever let those words affect you. You know sandy no one could bring a person down if he or she has a trust in his/her self. And about staying in this industry, you can make it, 2NE1 will make it not because of one person but of you all being one and true, ang pinaka-importante lang naman is wag kayong umarte, kundi magpaka totoo kayo, yun lang ang kailangan and I’ll tell you will be popular and be loved :)” after all the words of wisdom I’ve heard from Tae, my tears started to fall! It just really great to feel and know that someone is believing in you and someone is always there for you, simula noon hanggang ngayon tae never left and never forgets me, he was my guy best friend.

Tae thanks for being here, for comforting me and in giving me courage, you were such a good friend I’d ever had” He hugged me, and with that I tell to myself I can do it, I just have to believe in myself.

You two what are you doing?” I heard a voice.

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End of Chapter 4:) yeah at nagawa ko din ang chapter 4 pasensya na sa napakatagal kong update :( busy talaga ako eh at wala akong maisip na isusunod :) thank you sa lahat ng support guys :) just wait for chapter 5 :)