No one realizes...

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No one realizes.....
You hide behind a smile, a laugh, a joke......
You're okay for a second
Just that one damn second
And you think Yeah, I can do this
I love my life. I have friends. I have a crush.
And I have family that loves me.
But then, it all comes crashing down
When you least expect it.
You overhear something and you think about how worthless you are. How much of a burden you are and how everyone would be better off without you.
And many people say "oh no, it's not that, it's just that some people need their space."
"You'll be missed"
"You'll regret it"
"There is people that love you."
And yeah
I guess that's true but....
Were you there?
Were you there when I was in the motherfucking bathroom crying my eyes out over something you said?
Were you there for me when you called me "too sensitive"
Were you there for me when I needed someone to be there for me and someone to cry on?.....
No
You weren't
You weren't there
You don't care
You probably hate me
You'd be better off without me
You think I'm a burden....
I know I'm not perfect...
But please....
Can I be perfect for you?

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