Bad Boys Get Slapped

Chapter10: Sorry?

Hanna's pov:-

Each guy had plans for after school. Liam had to babysit his young sister because his parents were going out on a date, one of his big brothers had to study for college exams, the other had to hang out with his friends, and his sister had a sleepover at friend's house. Bryan had to take care of his mom. Charlie went to check on his gf. And, James had to workout. Now I know the reason behind his perfect body.

I _ my self _ wanted to visit Sam. I was walking in the street towards Sam's house. While passing the park, I saw a guy with his hands covering his face . Although his face was not seen, I recognized him immediately. His blonde buzz cut hair cannot be messed up. He seemed to be crying his eyes out. Simon.

My heart battled with my brain of whether should I go and ask him, or leave Karma make its job on him. I did the wrong thing, I did as my heart commanded me to.

Slowly and slowly my shaky, afraid legs made short steps towards him. I didn't realize that I was right in front of the filthy monster who made my life a living hell. I fake coughed to capture his attention. He looked up. His green orbs met my blue ones. Once he saw me, a look of remorse and anger went down at him. But, there was something wrong, apart from the Niagara Falls from his eyes, his bottom lip was cut, his forehead colored by dry blood along with his left forearm.

His sudden motion confused me. He stood up, and wrapped his arms around my waist. His tears were watering me. His strong arms were squeezing the daylights out of me. His beating heart was apologizing to me.

What the heck is going on?!! Am I dreaming? Please pinch me!

I didn't respond to the hug. After I recovered from my shock, I broke the hug. I shoved him fiercely off of me.

Yes, asshole, get your hands off of me!!

"I deserve your hatred ", he said stuttering over each word due to tears. I'm almost heartbroken.

"I deserve everything that is happening to me", now curiosity was eating me. But, still didn't say a thing just watched emotionlessly because obviously I could not care less about anything happens to my bully.

"Karma sucks", he sobbed. "I made you deal with unnecessary shit in your life, and now I am getting that shit, I bullied you, I almost killed you...", I felt anger with adrenaline rush in my veins so I cut his little, crappy speech.

"Almost, ALMOST!!!!!! YOU FUCKING ALREADY KILLED ME!!!! YESTERDAY, I ALMOST COMMITTED SUICIDE , do you understand that! MANY SLEEPLESS NIGHTS ,MANY AWFUL NIGHTMARES ALL BECAUSE OF YOU! " ,I hissed through gritted teeth. "IN EVERY CHRISTMAS, I WISH TO DIE ..IN EVERY BIRTHDAY , I CURSE MY SELF FOR NOT DYING YET..IN EVERY NIGHT I STARE AT NOTHING WHILE SWIMMING IN MY OWN TEARS. .. MY THIN, GLASSY LAYER THAT HOLDS BACK TEARS IS BROKEN, MY EYES CAN NEVER QUITE CRYING , and do you know why??? Because of you , so stop giving me sob stories, and fake explanations because I will never believe. A. Word. That. Comes. Out. Of . Your. Mouth ", I said harshly. I was extremely obnoxious.

"Hanna, I totally understand ", his voice went out with a trace of truth. "If it was me, I would never forgive, but please be better than me, please accept my apology because I know I won't be able to live with my self if you don't forgive me", he pleaded. "Minutes ago, the shit was beaten out of me by my step dad, but I didn't feel the pain, all I felt was guilt.... even when I felt the red fluid get out of my head because a bottle of wine was broken in my head, all I said wasn't "OW", I said "I deserve more ", now his eyes were filled with unshed tears.

Words have been stolen from me. I didn't know how I felt, happy, sad, or sympathy ,but for sure I was confused. We stood there for a while before he opened his mouth.