After the previous guy i stopped dating for 2 years. Decided that i need to get back on my two feet before truly feeling that someone really loves me for who i am.
It happen in 2017, this year. I was planning to attend a government event on a talk for youths. My sister told me that i should join. I was pretty unwilling as i just entered college. And i had many things on my hands already. But eventually because one of my highschool friend wanted to go out i said okay. And we went.
My sis added me into a group and then i introduce myself. Then late at night a guy private message me. Told me he was the host of the event and he was glad that i could join and expose myself to the social network. Soon, a single conversation led from one to another and we were speaking from day to night on a daily basis.
Sometimes when hes drunk he would sms me things like that. Then slowly our messages became quite flirty, like he will tell me he dreamt of doing me last night and such. Instead of feeling disgusted i felt rather turn on. He felt like a bad guy that would bring me on a roller coaster ride and it makes me feel like i wanna make him fuck me real bad.
He told me of his plan of bringing me to his hostel when he comes down to my area. And he wouldnt penetrate me with his thing, but he would make me feel good with his licking and fingerings. Kiss me, hug me, make me wet. So our conversation becomes quite wild and he suddenly say that down the road of our relationship if i would give him a chance he would want to fuck me real hard maybe if i consent he would penetrate me before marriage.
I felt like i really wanted it. And so i dated this guy. After that day at the government function he dissapeared as my area was a city place and considering he comes from outstation he was fascinated with the urban life. So i didnt have a conversation much with him. He came all the way to my college after that and because he was already here, i went with him on a date. He kept touching me, pinching my cheeks and hugging me throughout the entire date. When we come to an end, he asked me whether i would like to date him and i said no. Lets just be friends.
Following few weeks, i still felt that crazy drive that he has given me, and i told him i will be his gf. And i was thinking of all the crazy fucks we would do at his hostel. But sad as this story goes, hes uncle passed away, and then he told me he needed time. So i said okay, cause i didnt want to force myself on him.
Then few weeks later he post on his social media that he already got a girlfriend. And i couldnt bring myself to ask him or to clarify but the truth was out in the wild.
I couldnt believe it neither could i deny it that i was cheated. And then after weeks of staying away from me, he suddenly sms me again, and told me that if i ever wanted his "love" (fingerings etc) i could tell him and he will come immediately. Then i felt a little bit pissed off and asked him, "shouldnt you be loyal to ur gf? " he said that he treat me more important than her...
And that time i knew, i was never gonna chat with him ever again. He was a sick pervert, my senior in college, and he was a cheater to not only to me but also his current girlfriend.
