Warning! Suicide! Sensitive to the topic, don't recommend reading this chapter.
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Me and Jonathan were happy together, I don't know what went wrong. Was it me? Did something happen? I want answers!
I sat in my room, alone on the bed, crying and crying. Jonathan killed himself, two weeks earlier.
"Why...? You told me you were okay! WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME!?" I yelled, letting all my anger out, I cried hard.
"W-why...?" I fell back, lying down, thinking of all the good memories we had.
Flash Back.
"Jonathan!" I yelped, Jonathan lifted me up into the air, scaring me to death. We both laughed.
"(R/n), you should have seen your face! You were like 'Jonathan!'" He mocked you, laughing, you liked seeing him laugh, it brought joy into your life.
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You hummed to yourself, you were baking a cake for Jonathan, it was his birthday.
"Annnd~ done!" You said as you put that last touch of icing down, you smiled at yourself proudly.
"Whew!" You looked at the clock, its was 5:50! "Shit! 10 more minutes!" You yelled out as you rushed out of the house into the backyard to see Evan and the rest of the boys lying around!
"GUYS! He's coming home!" You yelled at them, running back into the house, Evan tagged along, helping you with setting the plates out and everything.
"(R/n)~ I'm home!" Jonathan said, hanging his jacket on the hook, he walked deeper into the house, turning all the lights on but seeing nobody home.
"(R-" just as he was gonna call out your name.
"SURPRISE!!" Everyone yelled, jumping out of their hiding spots.
"Fuuuuckkking mother of a goat!!" He screamed, you all laughed except Jonathan, who was scared out of his wits.
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"Where's the Eggnog!?" Jonathan looked around, his favourite thing during Christmas was the Eggnog. He dug around the Christmas party, looking for the Eggnog. You chuckled, you watched Jonathan look for the Eggnog, taking sips of your hot chocolate.
"(R/n)! I found the Eggnog!" He yelled when running back over to you, a huge smile plastered on his face. A Big Smile.
"Jonathan! (R/n)! Look up!" David (Nogla) said, pointing up at the mistletoe above you two, you blushed furiously.
"Y-you want to?" Jonathan managed to peep out, you nodded slightly. Jonathan wrapped his arm around you waist and pulled you closer to his warm body, you looked up at him, he leaned in and kissed you passionately. It felt good, it felt great.
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"Jonathan..." I whispered to him, grabbing his hand, he looked over at me with worried look.
"What's wrong..? Feeling bad..?" He whispered back at me, I giggled and shook my head.
"I'm fine, but let's do something bad..." I winked and grinned, Jonathan raised his eyebrow.
We moved seats into the darkest spot of the theatre and started to make out.
End Of Flash Back.
"Let It end. Right here. Right now." I got up and walked over to the gun on the table, picked it up and put it to my head.
"Jonathan, I'll be with you again." I whispered, tears ran down my face, I pulled the trigger.
My lifeless dead body, on the cold hard floor.
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Helllo. It's me, Gracie! I felt a bit depressed so I wrote this! Hope you enjoyed .
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