Coming out (boyxboy)

Chapter 1

I was nervous. Beyond nervous. I could feel my heart beating a million miles per hour. I was actually going to do this. I was actually going to tell me parents I had a boyfriend and that I was gay. Me and my best friend Jason have been dating for 3 weeks now. His parents already know and where fine with us. Mine don't. They don't even know I'm gay. So here I was sitting in my room, my knees pulled tightly to my chest as Jason gently places kissed all over my cheek.

"Babe your going to be ok. I will be right here and if anything goes wrong I'll be there to catch you." His angle like voice told me for the 5th time. I nod my head leaning into his side, tilting my head so that I could capture his lips in mine. Our kiss was short but sweet and filled with so many emotions. It gave me strength and confidence. With one last peck I got up and left the room holding Jason's hand.

The walk to the living room was torture. When we finally did arrive I saw my mum and dad sitting together on the sofa with their backs to us. I stole one last kiss from my boyfriend before clearing my throat. Both my parents turned around and nodded. My dad was the first to notice our entwined hands. His face turned red with anger. "Get the fuck out of my house!" He yelled looking at Jason. He didn't move though. He stayed with me like he promised in my room. "I said get the fuck out." This time his voice was stern and scary. I let go of Jason's hand and gently pushed him to the door. I whispered a 'go' even though I didn't want him to leave.

My father made his way over to me and grabbed me by the collar of my shirt. He looked me straight in the eyes before pushing me hard against the wall. My mother just watched the entire time. "Your a fag, aren't you?" He asked me. I nod my head gently. He shoved me against the wall again making my head slam against the wall. It hurt a lot. But just like that he let me go. I hurried to my room, locking the door and throwing myself on my bed. I curled up and began to cry. Never have I ever felt so lost.

I heard the window open. I knew Jason was here. The bed dipped and he curled himself around me. I felt so save in his arms, it made me forget about everything. He whispers sweet nothings into my ear, calming me down.

We just lay there in silence. I snuggled my head deeper into his chest, letting out a satisfying moan when he stared rubbing me back. It was becoming dark and I knew Jason had to go hone soon, but I didn't want him to leave. I needed him right now more then anything.

At around 9pm, he sighed unwrapping his arms from me. "I have to go home now." "I know. I just... Can I come with you please?" My voice was horse from the lack of speaking. "Of course you can babe." He reassured me. He helped me out of the bed, making me stand right in front of him. He moved his lips onto mine kissing away all the pain I've felt today. His hand caressed my cheek while mine found their ways around his waist trying to pull him closer. I need this kiss, I need to know he was still there.

We climbed out the window carefully trying not to make to much noise. Once reaching the ground save and sound we made our way to his car. I climbed into the passenger seat curling up, wrapping my arms around my legs as I leaned against the window closing my eyes. I was tired and all I wanted to do was sleep. The car stared moving and soft music was playing from the radio. I think it was Katy Perry's unconditionally. I felt Jason's hand run up and down my leg in a soothing manner. It helped. The car was warm and comfortable and once we pulled up outside his house I didn't want to get out. I did though. It was past 10:30 when we enters his house. His mum came rushing to the door when she heard us.

She was about to open her mouth but Jason was faster. "Mum can Collin stay here for a while? His parents didn't take the talk as well as you guys." He told her. " of course honey, you can stay as long as you want." She told me wrapping her arms around me in a comforting hug. I soaked up her body heat closing my eyes. When she let go, she ran her hand up and down my arms kissing me forehead. Jason's mum was like a second mum to me. After our silent talk Jason took me to his room. He helped me out if my shirt and pants, before giving me one of his shirts.

He was taller and buffer then me making his shirts larger then mine too. His reached to right above my knees. I like that though but most of all i like the smell of his shirts. They smell like home and safety. I watched as he got undressed and stayed in his boxers before picking me up gently and laying me down in his bed. He covered me up with the blanket before sliding under as well and sponging me from behind, wrapping his arms around my slim waist. His bare chest was pressed up against my clothed one warming me. Jason had an incredible amount if body heat.