Jjalbeun; one shots

alley; vkook

type: angst/fluff
length: 2086 words
description: jungkook is kinda aggressive person and sometimes other persons suffer 'cause of this;

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"I love you" Taehyung sounds certain, a little too certain.

Cold wind whips as dark as night sky hair of both. Jungkook nervously clenches his fists, holds anger by remains of force; which is growing with every second. He stands next to the other, turns his head away and clenching jaws. He doesn't want to allow any unwanted words come out. For example: he could answer to this stupid confession and he could say "I love you too". For no matter what, he shouldn't and the only thing he can do is to ignore this. He should just go away and leave this desperate boy behind.
He should forget about this silly love and move forward. But he can't because Taehyung follows him just like shadow, step by step, no matter how far he has tried to go. Taehyung always stays. Jungkook shivers slightly, lusters this dark alley where they came. Walls around are wet because of rain, which was here while ago and filled world with his tears. Pavements shines, soaked clothes adheres to skin and every whiff induces uncontrollable shudders of body. Warm air runs out between lips and quickly becomes vapor carefree hovering in the air. But all of this coldness couldn't cool down this spite, which sprouted in Jungkook's heart. His pulse starts to beat really fast and irregularly. Just like it rushes somewhere where it cannot be late. He tries to overreach world and course of events, just waits for something what will scarcely happen.

Taehyung's heart doesn't stay debt, makes some crazy rhythm of tangled feelings either. None of them wants this what implacable comes; they expected. They knows each other for too long, too well to could get it wrong in any way. Destiny seems obvious. Maybe this sounds like a nonsense however they doesn't care about it now. That doesn't matter if it's possible. Everything is just foggy thoughts which will stay in their heads. This evening is filled with this kind of thoughts.

Jungkook looks at the overgrown wall which is color of rotten green now. He finds Taehyung's shape in the darkness. Only single lamp stands a few meters further still throws weak gleam of light. As if world doesn't supposed to see what's going on between the buildings, tightly standing one by one. Center of the city pulses with life and mass of people walks at illuminated by neon lights locals. No one looks here; to the desolated places filled with fears and dangers. Maybe they doesn't come there because they're afraid of this darkness and it's too late to walking through this kind of nooks. They doesn't want to risk their safety which was fragile anyway. So why world decided to give peace and privacy for this two, filled surroundings with gloom? Why it seems to be like they gets part of world for their own? Or maybe it's to protect the rest before them? What if they're danger worth protection?

"Jungkook?" Taehyung's voice comes to break the silence, disturbs Jungkook's ears again. Couldn't Taehyung just disappear, melt in this darkness? Why he doesn't stop to provoke him more than he should or else — not at all? Jungkook doesn't want to let his emotions take control but he has less and less force to hold back and desire to use violence teases him more and more, slowly like acid eats up hole in his heart, mind and soul. He doesn't want to hurt Tae, he really doesn't.

"Shut up! Just keep quiet and let me leave." With heavy trouble he throws these words through clamped teeth. He doesn't want to talk, knows that he'll start yell again, Taehyung will be scare and Jungkook will start to call him from the worst. Couldn't this idiot understand that he wants the best for him? Why he doesn't understand? He wishes to release Taehyung from himself, give him freedom and don't make him suffer because of him. He doesn't deserve for any of words which Tae directed to him; from simple "hello" to this cursed "I love you".

"If I do then I should accept lost part of me either and I just can't stand this, Jungkook. I can't stand any second without you." He answers once his voice shakes a little. In this moment Jungkook knows that tears presses on the eyelids so it's issue of time when they'll win and this victory bring crying; painful like knife pushed right into heart. He doesn't want to feel this overwhelming pain again. Long ago he supposed to run away, avoid this attachment. He is not a type of romantic person.