Whale
And
Thanks
Cool
How
Ok
Ugh
The
Why is it just random words? I get so confused but I head downstairs and Justin's not there. "Probably asleep" I said. So I heat up pizza from our neighbors that they gave us. I open our cupboard and in jam I think it kinda looks like blood but it has a handprint with a note saying.
I'm
He
And
Video
Eh
You
Oh
Us
Really
But
Really
Ok
Thanks
Hi
Egg
Remember
I'm questioning what this means. It's kinda random how I just get these random messages and even weirder Justin's nowhere. I haven't seen him in weeks. No way he's sleeping for this long. I check his room and it's locked. Maybe he's with friends in Vegas again and just forgot to tell me. So I watch some TV and relax. I don't go to school anymore. The depressions intense there. So I take an online class. When it was about lunch time I eat then do my class. I ended passing out till 2am. When I wake up there is blood on the couch. It's mine. I feel so much pain from my stomach and I lift my shirt and my stomach is completely cut. It cut a few layers but not so much to kill me. Once I stop bleeding I look to the floor and again there are the random words saying.
Kinda
It's
Love
Like
Escape
Random
I'm
Sorry
Judge
"Who the fuck is doing this" I yell. I grab like 5 bandages and cover the cut. I decide we need some food so I go to the store which is about 10 mins away. When I get there I get what I need to get but like 3 people where staring at me. Probably because I'm a 14 year old girl who is shopping alone at 3am. Once I check out I walk back home but I come home with my biggest surprise of all....
