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Namjoon - March 14, 2014 (Pretty Sad)

Hello, I'm Nani, as you may have known. This was my amazing idea for an imagine. I'm sorry if you don't like it. I can just say that I have tried my best.

WARNING: VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED!! This imagine contains some mild language, violence, and adultery!!
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You drag yourself out of bed sighing to yourself wiping the remaining tears from your crying spell. Another night you dreamt of him, and other night he was with her. You hated it so much. Thinking about how Namjoon had left you so quickly for her, two months after your engagement to him too. The two of you had been friends since childhood, he swore he would always be there, protect you, love you. So much for being there.

When he broke it off you first felt anger and rage, but then as he went on to explain why he did, your heart was not only crushed by him but, the pain was so bad that you thought he ripped it out and stuck it on a hydraulic press, smashing over and over. He had been cheating on you with this whore. So much for loving you.

He didn't seem to care about your feelings as he gushed over how sexy she was and how she would allow him to do whatever he wanted to her. To you he seemingly found some whore that was semi-loyal to him. By the time he had stopped talking about her you had all of his clothes and other belongings packed and thrown into his car. All the while him just following you around the house doing his so-called 'explaining'. You by this time had started yelling for him to get out and go have his happy new life with his whore.

When he finally left he hurled his ring at you hitting you in the side of the head, yelling about what a bitch you are for kicking him out of your shared apartment, as you clutched your head in one hand you rushed at him and gave him one final shove out of your house and clear into your front yard. You slammed the door and locked it yelling "YOUR SHIT IS IN YOUR CAR JUST LEAVE AND DONT COME BACK." So much for protecting you...

You still had the rings too. You kept yours because it kept other men from coming up to you, because honestly after Namjoon, the man that you thought you would marry, did that to you, you didn't want to love again. But you kept his for another reason, because you loved him, you hated yourself for it and you tried to make it all stop you tried seeing other people about two years after it happened but to no avail, now you just wear your ring as an excuse to not be with anyone.

It's been three years but the pain doesn't go away, and you fear it never will. You look up at the calendar beside your bed. "March 14, 2014." You drag yourself out to your livingroom and turn on your television flipping the chanel over to All Kpop. You see that in this episode they will be listening to a newer debuting group, BTW or BTR, something like that.

The name pops up again.. it was BTS.

Sounds interesting enough. Well thats what you thought until you saw him. The leader of the group. Kim Namjoon. You turned off your television and ran to your room that full blast of pain and anguish hitting you like it did three years ago.

You suddenly hear the Television being turned on again by your room mate she sees Namjoon, and turns the television up loudly so that you can hear. You curse at her loudly and say many things you don't mean.

You hear it, his cool and calm voice talking  into the microphone. "Yeah, we have a new song that we be debuting with to preform for you today called 'Miss Right', it means the world to me, especially since three years ago I had my 'Miss Right', we were engaged, and soon to be married in the coming months but, I destroyed everything, and I have kept on destroying things since then, (Y/N) if you are watching this, I hope you are well, and that you are with your 'Mr. Right' ".

By this time you were sobbing uncontrollably and you didn't have enough breath to curse at your roommate. You hear the applauding of the audience as the song seemingly dedicated to you known as 'Miss Right' started playing. Sobs racked your body and you trembled. How dare he have the audacity to wish you well after what he did? How dare he hope that you were with your 'Mr. Right' when your 'Mr. Right' was talking to you through a television broadcast?

All the while your roommate came to comfort you saying, "I just thought you should hear it because it's been three years and you are still not over it. He looked pretty rough himself must be mixing with a rotten crowd. Seems he has found success though... maybe it's time that you go off do something that will leave him dumbfounded and in the dust?"

You think to yourself that it is not a bad idea to try and start to try and find success as well. You get up still trembling and make your way into the bathroom to take a shower because how will you ever get back at anyone or anything looking like the mess that you are?

Your roommate has already picked out something sensible for you to wear for the day that the two of you have been waiting so very long for...

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Well that was my first imagine ever. Tell me how it was and do not leave out your worst criticism. I want to know if it was good-ish or garbage so fire away. And leave requests I think that that next post I make will be about Jimin.👌

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