Attack on titan oneshots x reader (On Hold)

Levi x suicidal reader lemon pt 1

(A/n)
I am not making this fanfiction to promote you to cut yourself. I am making this because it was requested. If you cut yourself and need help please don't hesitate to private message me.
(Readers POV)
Blood. Its all I ever see. I sit here on my bed with my razor blade cutting, and cutting. Hoping the pain will go away. But it won't. People think I'm a happy, cheerful Person but their wrong.
That's just an act. No one loves me, and no one ever will cause I'm just the soldier whose gonna die a terrible death just like the rest. I got off my bed and put my razor blade in the bathroom and wrapped my cuts in band aids. I put my jacket on and left my dorm prepared for my long, excruciating day that lies ahead. I arrived at the cafeteria and grabbed my tray of food and sat at an empty table all alone. Just like always. I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned around to see a cadet.
"Corporal Levi sent me to ask you to report to his office immediately."
"Oh okay thank you."
I quickly finished my food and headed to the corporal's office. When I arrived I knocked on his door.
"State your name and business."
"Its (Y/F/N) sir. You requested to see me."
"Yes come in."
I came in to see Levi without a shirt on.
"Sir may I ask where your shirt is?"
"Its a hot day. So I took it off."
"Oh okay. So why did you need to see me sir?"
"I wanted to see you about the fact that you cut yourself."
"Huh?"
"Well I've noticed when you fight you tend to grab your arm then I noticed in the cafeteria that your arm was bleeding through your shirt." He said.
"I'm sorry sir you must be mistaken. You clearly mistakend me for someone else."
"Then you should have no problem showing me you arms." He said.
I slowly unbuttoned my jacket and placed it on a chair then removed my top leaving me in my bra revealing my cut up arms. He got out of his chair and came over to me. He grabbed my arm and started examining it.
"Why do you do this?"
"Because no one loves me."
"Your wrong." He said.
"No I'm not." I replied.
"Yes you are because I love you!" Word count:409
(A/N)
Pt 2 will be a lemon.