*Corbyn's Pov*
We're almost at the hospital and I can't stop crying I have never cried over at girl
Once we get there we ask for her room number and they won't give it to us
"But sir were her cousins" Zach said
"Really??" Doctor asked
"Yes, were in a boy band that's why we're here together" Jonah said
"Ok, room 316" he said
"Thank you sir" I said
We were running to the room I need to see Natasha, I need her
One we get to the room Catriona is by her side but once we walk in her head slowly turns to us
"Hey boys" she says
"Hey" we say
"How is she, what did they say" I asked
"Calm down Corbyn, she is okay but they said she will just wake up when she does" she said
"Okay" I say walking to one side of the bed with Zach and the rest go to the other side
Me and jack take her hand then we can feel her squeez our hands me and jack look up at eachother in shock
Then she wakes up saying I love you guys we all look at eachother confused but happy that she is up
"Hey, how are you. Daniel go get the doctor" I say
"I'm okay, why am I here" she ask as I have a sad look on my face
"You should tell her Corbyn" Cat said
"Ok. Umm you tried commiting suicide" I said with tears coming down my face
"I remember" she said sad
"Why" I ask her
"I was reading all the comments and people saying that you guys didn't love me and you weren't actually my friends I believed it, so I said to myself it's probably true and there were so many comments saying I was ugly so I cut and took some pills then I was texting the groupchat about to say love you guys but then there was so much blood coming out that I couldn't text so I just stood there breathing heavily. That's all I remember" she said me Catriona and the boys were in tears
"Natasha we love you so much and we will always be your best friends we had so much fun yesterday we were going to invite you over today" zach said
"We even signed of off insta for a bit, cause we want to make sure your okay" i said
"I do love you guys you too Catriona" she said
"We love you too" we all said
"I love you too girl, I'm really sorry I want to stay but I have work and I can't get fired il call you tonight girl" cat said leaving
They said she was clear to go so we took her to our house we had a spear room so she can stay there for a bit
"I'm so happy she is ok" I said
"Me too, I was about to delete Instagram if she didn't make it" Zach said
"Me too" the rest of the boys said
"I'm going to bed, night" I said
"Night" they said
I went to bed thinking of natasha and if she was going to be ok and praying that the hate stops and that she never hurts herself again
"I love you natasha" I said in a whisper "I really do"
