More than a Friend? {A Connor Franta Fan Fiction}

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{Hey people of the Frandom!}

• I dunno why but I kinda feel like stopping the story, I feel like it's going nowhere I dunno

• Anyways, thanks for 400 reads everyone!!!!!!!

◇ I know last chapter might have been confusing, so incase anyone has never experienced anything like that I guess and doesn't understand, Julia used to cut herself, on her hips and sides, and her chest. Reasoning will become clear soon enough ◇

• I know the past couple chapters have been boring and stuff and I just feel like everything is rushed and bad and ughhh :( :( :(

Anywayssss......

ONTO LE STORYYY!!!!!!

**POV of Connor**

Where am I even going? I've been driving around for hours aimlessly, looking for some reason to go back. Everything is just so overwhelming. Why would she cut herself? Did she when she was with me? I don't understand, what has gone on in her life that makes her do this.

My phone started to ring, and I eventually answered.

"Yeah?" I said into the phone

"Come back to the house. We need to talk...now" I heard JC's voice say. I groaned, but agreed and made a U-turn back to the house.

As I pulled up, I saw JC, and his face seemed annoyed. I pulled up the hood of my hoodie and closed the car door.

I brushed past him and plopped on the couch, instantly soaking the cushions.

"So what the fuck was up with your tantrum?" he says, anger in his voice. I really don't want to listen to his crap.

"Nothing, I just needed to get away" I said nonchalantly

"Get away from what? A girl who truly cares about you? Who's been trying to give you everything?" JC says.

"You don't know her like I do. You know nothing about her!" I laughed.

He scoffed. "Oh, and you do?"

"Well, I-" I began

"What's her favorite movie? Parents name? Past? Dreams for the future?"

I sat there, looking like an idiot. I've been messing with her, not knowing hardly anything about her or her past. I mean, we were friendly,  but we never talked deeply.

"I feel so stupid" I admitted

"You should. You've been messing with this innocent girl's feelings when you don't even realize. I saw them Connor. 2 times. Instead of confronting her, you ran away, like a fucking scared jerk." he spat. "I was the one to find out before you. She told me before you. Don't you realize how confusing you're making this?"

"But I really do care about her! I-I would do anything for her!" I said choking up.

"Really? That's hard to believe since you keep switching from friends, to more. If you really cared for her, you wouldn't be screwing her up like this and you would just fucking be there for her!!!!" JC said, smashing his hand on the wall.

"You're right" I admit. She didn't need a guy, she needed someone to be there for her, to hold her, to help her get through the tough times. "I need to go talk to her" I say standing up.

"No, no you don't" JC said standing in my way before the staircase. "You've screwed this up enough. I'll go ask if she wants to see you." he said, turning up the stairs.

I couldn't help but follow him. I walked into my room and hoped to see her on the bed.

No one was there.

"Julia?" I called softly, as JC checked the other rooms.

I heard soft sobbing coming from my bathroom.

I knocked on the door. "Julia, please I'm sorry. I-I just please open the door." I pleeded.

I heard a soft cry as I put my ear to the door.

"Connnorr" she cried weakly.

"Huh? Jules whats wrong?" I asked frantically

"I'm-I'm sorry" she said, I jiggled the doorknob, still locked. I ran to the dresser and picked up the keys. My hands were shaking so much, I couldn't open the door.

I finally stepped in, to see Julia, on the floor, with blood streaming from her side of her waist.

"JULIA" I screamed, falling to my knees. Everything felt as if it was closing in on me. I held my hand over the cuts and pulled her close to me. The razor on the floor was covered in blood.

"JC!" I shouted. He ran in, eyes wide to see me hovering over her lifeless body, covered in blood. "FOR CHRISTS SAKE JC FUCKING CALL SOMEONE" I shouted. I ripped my shirt off and tied it around her waist.

"Connorr" she spoke weakly.

"Shh no no don't say anything anymore" I said, tears falling down my cheeks. "It's gonna be okay okay?" I felt as if I was assuring myself, rather than her. "Just hold on okay?"

"I'm-I'm sorry" she cried, holding onto me. "I can't" she said breathing heavy.

"No, no don't say that, please don't say that" I said blurry eyed. "Please Julia, I-I can't loose you please please please don't say that" I cried, grasping her hand.

"P-please promise me you won't l-leave me.....ever"

"I won't, I would never." I answered, kissing her temple.

The last thing I remember was getting pulled away from her, tears pouring, screaming involuntarily. I can't loose her. I can't. I just can't....

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◇ Sorry for all the emotional parts

◆ Hopefully you all understood what happened.

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