I was with Carleigh like usual and me and N had been talking for awhile and since they live really close he decided to come over. Me and Carleigh were sitting on her bed and him and Carleigh's boyfriend Nikko were on my bed. Yes I had a bed at my best friends house because I stayed there so much. N had of course been flirting and unexpectedly he kissed me. My heart stopped for a second and I got some of the most killer butterflies in my stomach that I ever had. Have you ever had that feeling where you just wanted that one person and you finally had them in the palm of your hand and all you had to do was close your hand. That's how I felt. For a couple hours he continued kissing and hugging on me. On the inside my head was just wondering what we were. It killed me. So afterwards me and Carleigh decided to go for a walk and leave N and Nikko at the house. We were gone for about an hour and then we came back and I could tell N had been crying. Which he never knew I had noticed. So finally I sat him down and asked him what we were. He said he cared for me and that he wanted me and he asked me out. I said yes right away and I couldn't stop smiling. It was good for about four months until this...
