FALLING: The habit of falling to hard.

Not That Easy

Jesse p.o.v

She replies and says sorry Jesse but I can't I'm not in the right mind set to be a relationship. I felt my heart break she left the room and I just played back on the bed thinking. I can't live without the love of my life in my arms I can't breathe without knowing that she's alright. she loves me and I love her.

Ryan's p.o.v

I had to say no I couldn't live with being sad again. Kayla came to me and asked was I OK I told her yeah but she knew I was lying . she told me that she would be here if I needed to talk.

Kayla p.o.v

Deep down I know she's lying and I'm lying to myself I should've just told her I love Jesse too. my mind is really fucked up I can't deal with this anymore I want her to happy but with me having these feelings won't be easy to just hide. I have an idea.....

Ryan p.o.v

Kayla ran off just thinking she forgot to do something important.

Next morning

Jesse p.o.v

Im signing the last paper and then I'm free we headed to the nearer chipotle and ate me staring at Ryan the whole time not knowing why she gave me that answer.

Jake p.o.v

I love all my friends but Jesse is staring at Ryan a little to hard I pull him to the side and he just says I know I'll stop. Bro what's going on I say and he tells me everything. I tell him to move on maybe she said it for a reason or because she .... I really have no other advice for him but yeah.

Kayla p.o.v

we are at chipotle and I see Jesse staring at Ryan and I can see his eyes longing for her. So I start to type my letters for each of them in my phone.

Jesse: Treat her right and remember to never forget that I love you. But for argument sake only as a friend.

Jake: Bro we are like brother and sister sorry to leave you like this but I needed happiness and this was the only way.

Malik: hey guy don't do it just because I'm gone don't follow in my foot steps go and coup some other way. love you.

Ryan: I did this for you so you can be happy don't cry everything is OK I'm happy if Jesse hurts you I told him what I'd do to him lol. and o yeah I know you miss him but sometimes not all past events repeat themselves. love you.

three days later.......

Rebecca(Kayla mom): My daughter was a brave and outgoing girl she loved everyone who impacted her life. I hope she understands she knew we love her. I wish she would've talk to me before she decided to hang her self. mommy loves you.

No ones p.o.v

Ryan Jesse malik and Jake are all devastated they read the note early in the morning the day before yesterday before they were told the news. Ryan is now on edge with losing her bestest friend Jesse is comforting her by doing that he is now hurt even more because he sees she's hurt. malik and Jake have been distant and for matters to get worse the school is opening up next Monday.