I'm Kyell Cruz, 17 yrs old, college student and a popular Casanova.
I don't know why I became like that but I really enjoyed it.
Because I find girls very irritating and annoying, and a freaking NAGGER!
I witnessed it through my friend's girlfriends. That's one of the reason why I don't want to be serious with girls.
But 2 years later, I found a girl who is so different.
She's not a nagger, but very understanding. She really care for me, and always do things for me.
She's totally different to what I am thinking of woman.
But I always ended up hurting her. I do not know why but I can't love her back.
No, it is not the right term. I mean i love her. But I can't be with her because Im f*cking looking for someone whom I really love. THAT'S SOOO GAY! But its true.
FLASHBACK
10 years ago, I met a girl in the park who is very pretty and lovely.
I can't help but to stare at her. I bet its love at first sight.
Yes Im just a kid, but I know this feeling is not for kids, its true.
I play with that girl and I fell in love with her even more because she was so kind and adorable. I was very happy that time because she was fun to be with and I really enjoy playing with her.
After a few hours, she has to leave because she was called by her parents.
I hold her hand to ask her name but she ran away.
What left to me as a sign of remembrance was her earring, a precious one.
END OF FLASHBACK
Until now, Im still looking for her and the earring is still with me. All my life, Im busy looking for her and I had no time being serious with girls.
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"Kyelle?"
"M-meiji?"
"W-what the hell is this?"
"What?! YOU know me Meiji?! Dont act like that as if your surprise because you know me. I am a cassanova! I dont take girls seriously! Right babe? Kaya wag ka mag-act ng ganyan. Tss Araw araw na lang!"
"Yes! Doon ka na nga sa labas at maghintay ng turn mo!" babe#12
Meiji caught me making love with my girl #12.
Almost everyday, this is our set-up but she's still with me and same reaction lang ang binibigay nya sakin.
Ano?
Magbabago ako para sa kanya? I dont think I can do that. Alam ko namang nandyan lang sya para sa akin.
I dont really want to hurt her. Pero di pa ako handa to be serious.
Mahal ko sya totoo yun. Pero gusto ko lang talagang mahanap ang babaeng matagal ko nang hinahanap.
Baka kasi kung kailan nandyan na, kami na tsaka ko pa sya makita.
At maiwan ko lang si Meiji.
Nang natapos na kami ni babe # 12, Im expecting that she will wait for me outside my room, katulad ng ginagawa nya lagi.
Pero ngayon? wala sya. After that night never na syang nagpakita sa akin.
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Its been a year since that day happened.
I missed her.
I missed everything about her.
Mga barkada ko na lang ang nakakasama ko at unti unti akong nawalan ng gana sa pagiging cassanova.
Hindi ko na sya nakita at nagsisisi ako.
Makita ko lang sya hindi ko na sya pakakawalan.
Sorry to my childhood first love, kakalimutan na kita because I love someone else na.
Naghintay ako sayo hinanap kita pero di kita nakita at dahil doon nawala si Meiji kaya ngayon pakakawalan na kita.
Its my birthday and I'd never expected na makikita ko sya.
Lumapit sya sa akin, binigay ang regalo nya at binati ako.
Napakasaya ko at napayakap talaga ako sa kanya.
Hinatak ko sya sa kwarto ko.
Nagulat pa sya at tawa ako ng tawa akala nya kasi may gagawin ako sa kanya. I respect her that much huh?!
"Meiji? Im sorry"
"Kyelle, you dont have to!" Nakangiti nyang sabi.
"Ang totoo nyan, I used to love you and I still love you. Hindi lang ako ready noon because of my first love.
Im still looking for her before, but since the day you left me. Ive realized how much I love you, that's why I've decided to finally forget about my first love way back when I was 8."
I told her the whole story of my first love and then I showed her the earring I found when my first love left me at the park.
I am very happy finally, we can now be together.
"K-kyelle" She was crying.
"W-why are you crying?"
"D-during the time I left, your bestfriend and I became very close to each other.
Sya lang ang nasandalan ko, talagang inalagaan nya ko at inamin nya sa akin ang nararamdaman nya.
Minahal kita Kyelle, alam mo yan. Pero, iba na ngayon.
Aaminin ko may konti pa akong nararamdaman sayo pero hindi na sapat Kyelle. Sorry pero kami na ng bestfriend mo at sa loob ng maikling panahon, natutunan ko na syang mahalin dahil sa mga ipinakita nya sa akin.
Nagulat nga ako bakit ang bilis? Kaya ginusto kong sumama sa party mo para malaman kung may nararamdaman pa ba ako sayo. At ngayon alam ko na mahal kita pero mas mahal ko na ang bestfriend mo Kyelle"
"S-si Ryan?!"
"Oo Kyelle, Im so sorry."
Para akong binuhusan ng maraming yelo at nanlamig.
Gumuho lahat ng pangarap ko para sa aming dalawa.
"At isa pa..."
Kinuha nya ang wallet nya at may may ipinakita sa akin.
"Lagi ko itong dala dahil napakahalaga nito sa akin, bigay pa kasi ito ni Mama at Papa eh. Pero nawala ko lang, di ko alam na ikaw din pla yung hinahanap ko.
Sayang Kyelle no?"
Yung earring!!! Yung kabiyak ng earring nasakanya ibig sabihin?!
Sya?!
"Oo, Kyelle ako! Yung batang hinanap mo ng matagal at Ikaw ang matagal ko na palang hinahanap. Pero pasensya na. Matagal ko na rin kinalimutan ang batang yun ng makilala kita. Pero sayang no? Kasi ang bestfriend mo na ang mahal ko. Sorry"
