[COMPLETED] Letters | jjk.kth

삼십이

day 44

i'm in your room, it feels different.

your bed's still here, comics, clothes, plushies even.
the scent of your perfume,
it's still filling this room.

i want to see you...
i want to hear from you...

all that i got is just...a piece of paper.
i read the letter,
i want to rip it, but my heart just won't ever let me do it.
it gave me a deep scar.

why you never tell me,
that you had leukemia.

that blood does not mean nothing.
i knew something was wrong.

your pain,
your fear,
your worries,

i should've known about it,
i should've cared about you more.

i want to help you...

we don't have to end what we have been building together,
the strong bond,
you can't end it.

i still love you.
i love you so much.

you want me to move on,
but not this way.

you don't want me to be hurt because of your death

but it's killing me.

not this way...

i don't want it to be like this..

please come back...

ㅡ jungkook