Cheerleader to Emo

Not fitting in

Okay so some of you may know LaciSeideman for her book Emo love story yeah well that's me I forgot my password so I can't finish it since you loved it so much here's a new one
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Chapter 1

Hi I'm Dakota Arielle Ivy I'm a cheerleader but I don't feel like it I want to be different. Oh I'm 16 years old.

My parents pressure me to be like my sisters who we're cheerleaders before me.

I'm what you'd call the black sheep in the family.

I was never crazy about cheerleading like my sisters I always get beatings from my parents.

Well here's the thing there not my real parents. My real parents died they we're both killed in a car crash. My mother died instantly my dad made it to the hospital and was in a coma for awhile. He didn't wake up so they just pulled the plug.

Me and my sisters all went to foster care we we're all really little.

We've been to multiple foster families and sent back.

This one I've been abused it wasn't always like this.

At first they were nice until they tried to make me do cheerleading.

I'm thinking of quitting but I don't want to get beat.

I just don't like how I look it's so degrading and I feel so exposed.

I just want to be myself not what others want me to be.

It gets me so upset how I don't have my own style I don't even fit in with the other girls on the team.

My sisters are already in college besides my youngest so they don't know what I'm going through.

Enough about my depressing life I need to take a stand and find myself.

I was laying in bed one day when my foster parents came in.

"Mom dad what is it " I asked.

My mom spoke first.

"Shut up you don't deserve to call us that to you we are Rebecca and Steven" she screamed.

My dad  drug me off the bed and started hitting me while my foster mom  started kicking me.

"You will do what we tell bitch" my dad said.

After all the beatings I got up and walked to the bathroom sat on the bathroom floor grabbed my razor and Got one of the blades and slit my wrist.

I just watched the blood drip from the cuts it felt different than anything else.

I got undressed and sat in the bathtub I let the water get into my cuts.

  My body went numb and I couldn't feel anything.

I'm not doing it anymore they want to beat me I'll deal with it I'm not going to feel it anymore.

I got out of the shower got dressed and went downstairs.

"Rebecca and Steven if you want me to be like my sisters I need money to go to the mall" I said.

My parents looked at me and gave me the money and I left.

I felt good for standing up to them I took my car and went to the mall first.

I went to hot topic and got some clothes,chokers,tights, a pair of boots, bows, and perfume.

Then went to another store and got makeup more chokers some bows more clothes and leggings.

I left the mall and went to target I got some black hair dye and aqua blue hair dye and got some SnapBack hats and beanies.

I got some more shoes and boots.

Tomorrow I go back to school so I'm starting off new.

I got home and went to my bathroom and dyed my hair black and waited to dye my tips and bangs aqua blue.

After I got done and my hair dried I laid down cause I was exhausted I started to fall asleep.
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