Chapter 23

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Courtney's POV.

As Matt carries me into the room Jenna looks at me and says"COURT!!!" Matt puts me down on the bed and leaves the room. "Jenna I'm soo sorry.. I didn't mean for any of this to happen!i just was in shock over the text." "What text?" She looks at me confused. "Umm well Matt texted me : Courtney I've never stopped loving you. And I was distracted and then well this happend." She looks at me and says "Courtney I have to tell you something." She never calls me Courtney only if it's something really bad! " umm Matt said he loves me." I look at her and she explains everything. I'm pissed. I shouldn't be pissed I love Nash. "But I think the reason he said that is because he know he can't have you" she says. I'm drifting off again. "Matt she yells." I don't want to talk to Matt! I'm done with his games! He punches Nash, tells me he loves me and then the same to Jenna! As Matt comes in I stand up this time more dizzy then before, but I have to suck it up. I know Nash is outside the room so I tell for him. He comes inside the room. As I try to walk for him, I forget my ankle is broken and I fall. But I didn't he caught me.. Again. I don't know he he got over here so fast but he did. I see a phone. Cams phone. He must have taken a pic of this moment. Just to make Matt jelly Nash kisses me. And I kiss him back. When the kiss is over I look at Matt as Nash is carrying me out of her room.Our eyes lock yet again. Cam looks at me and Matt. Then to Nash and I. "Let's go" Nash says. Me and matts eyes never leave contact.

Jenna's POV

Matt comes in and sits on the end of my bed.

"Jenna, I just want all of us to not be mad or upset with each other."

,Next thing I know Matt is kissing me on my lips. I pull apart suddenly.

"Matt I can't do this." I say

"Jenna don't you feel those sparks?!" He says

"Yea when I kiss Shawn...Matt I love as a brother, and the only reason you are doing this is because you know it was your text that got us into the car accident and that's why Courtney isn't talking to you."

He starts crying and I already have tears pouring down my face. I look up and see Cameron and Shawn in the door way.

"How much of that did you see and hear?" I asked

Matt looks confused and then sees Shawn and Cam.

"Since the kiss..." Cam says.

I push off of Matt and run out of the room and down the hall into elevator and go into Courtney's room.

"Courtney! Matt just kissed me! Shawn and Cameron saw it all. I don't know what to do. I just need to go home with Ali and Jillian. I'm gonna go up to the roof and just sing and think for a little. Love you bubbles. I'll be back. "

I headed up towards the roof but someone was already up there.

They turned around and it was Shawn.

"How'd you know I'd be up here?" I ask

"I know my girlfriend pretty well" he said

"I told you I would never cheat. I guess you can say, I have been cheated on before and it doesn't feel too good. I would never want anyone to feel as heart broken as I did. I understand how you must be feeling, but that kiss meant nothing. He came on to me. As you saw. It meant--"

I was cut off by his lips crashing into mine.

"Jenna, I know. I love you for being honest. I heard what he said about the "sparks" and how you said you felt them with me, well I feel the same with you. Like fireworks dancing on my lips" he told me

"Shawn, I think that I should go home for a while. It's been great and all but ever since Magcon I felt like I just been hurting person after person. Allison and Jillian are going home tomorrow and maybe I should go with them."

"Jenna! Please don't go! I need you more than ever! You have been the one there when I needed you most. You can't jut come into my life and then leave and expect me to forget the most wonderful that has ever happened to me."

"Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died every day
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

Time stands still
beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died every day
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died every day
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more" Shawn sings with me joining in at parts.

I'm sitting on the floor crying my eyes out.

"Shawn please. I can't. I just need time to think."

He comes over and grabs me. He holds me close. Rubbing small circles on my back. We stayed like that for almost an hour and a half.

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