promises

emotions

i feel like
im drowning.

no one to save me
from this
crashing wave of
destruction.

ready to take me
deeper
and deeper
and deeper
until i
stop.

i feel like im burning.

everytime
i see you
i want to hurt you
like you hurt
me.

the fire inside
is taking over
the last bit
of sanity
left in me.

i feel like
a doll.

loved when played
with
but dusty when you are
gone.

only played with
when you care.
when you want to.

do you think
i am stupid?

do you think
i dont care?

i am not
a puppet
you can just
throw in the trash
like you did with all those
other girls.

i am stronger.
i will not fall when
the waves come.

i am braver.
i will fight the burning
fire inside of me,
that wants to
turn me into
ashes.

i am me.
i will not play
only when you want
to play.
i will shine
like the biggest star
as long as
i want to.

i feel like me.