I am still here. On the floor, looking at the door, just waiting for Tails to come home. I should go look for him. He could be hurt. But he told me not to go outside without a reason. But I'm worried. I should listen to him though. He always knows what is the best thing for me.
After another hour Tails still hasn't come home yet. I'm worried. A lot. He didn't tell me were he was going. Probably to Creams. But he could be hurt or lost somewhere. I need to go find him. I would feel terrible if he was hurt. Even though he said all that, he's still my little brother. And his hormones were making him say it. He wasn't the one to say that. He would never say that. But I need to find him no matter what, the only family I have. And I will love him no matter what he says or does. He is my little brother.
So with that final thought in my head, I hop up and head out the door.
Walking to Creams house, I looked around at all the shrubbery. The beautiful Daffodils getting pushed and pulled softly from the breeze. I remember when I would get Cream these. She used to love getting flowers to make flower crowns and necklaces. Always making two if she had enough, one for her mother, Vanilla, one for myself. I wish I could go back to that, and just stay in that time forever. When we all loved yeah other, when we were younger, happier. When I had something to always take y mind off of my depression.
Shrugging my shoulders, I pick enough for two bunches, one for each of the rabbits. Hopping back up with said flowers in hand, I continue my search for my little brother.
Finally stopping I take in the details of the little cottage. The pale yellow threads of hay laying on the roof, complementing with the creamy white paint job done to the outside of the house. The white picket fence, lined with flowers of all colours and vines twisting and turning on the wood. Knocking on the wood door, I am greeted by the ageing Vanilla.
"Why, hello Sonic. What brings you here?" her soft voice comes out sweet and kind on asking the question.
"I was just wondering if Tails came by here?" I ask, avoiding eye contact, and instead concentrating of the pale blue dress she is wearing.
"Oh I'm sorry, he just left with Cream, sweet heart. Do you want to come in?" she asks, opening the door more.
Stepping inside, I thank her and looking at the décor. The beautiful knitted blankets lying on the cocoa coloured couch. A wooded coffee table adorn with an empty vase, a Doyle an oven mitt and freshly baked muffins. Walking over to the sofa, Vanilla offers me a seat beside her. I yet again except the offer, taking a seat beside the rabbit, after giving her the plants.
"Thank you, Deary." reaching over, she places them in the now full vase. "Now, Sonic, what's wrong?"
Her soft hand reaches by chin, and gently lifts my head to look at her. Soft, caring, warm brown eyes meet my dull, lifeless, fading green eyes. Her eyes study mine, she read my eyes like a book. And I can do nothing but stare into her own gems.
"I'm fine Vanilla." I try to give my best smile, but I can't even do that right.
She gently shakes her head. "You don't need to lie to me, you know that right?"
"I'm know."
"So please tell me what's wrong, Sonic?" she persists.
"I said, I'm fine." I don't up much of a fight. Why? Just so someone can hurt me. Or leave me again. I can't have that happen again. it's happened to may times.
The cream coloured rabbit says nothing, she just shuffles over and wraps her arms around me. The one thing I have needed for so long. One thing as simple as this, lets the tears free. I am holding onto Vanilla for dear life as I let more of my tears go, for the second time today. My head resting on her chest.
And even tho my tears are staining her dress, the old rabbit never once stops comforting me. Her hand rubbing circles on my back. And her soothing words. My sobs continue on like this for a while, till I am left sniffling and having no more tears to leave my eyes.
Finally pulling back from my death grip, Vanilla looks into my eyes, her soft un-gloved hands now resting in my own as she asks;
"Are you okay?"
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A Lie
Fanfiction~sonadow~ When I first started to get feelings I thought that it was just a silly crush and it would eventually past but it didn't. The more I thought about it the more I continued to fall, fall into the endless pit never going to find the end. As m...
