The Secret||Female Reader X Yoongi [Discontinued]

Chapter 8: SMUT

*smut warning*

I sipped my water trying to not make eye contact with Xiumin. But I couldn't I looked strait in his eyes and couldn't. I put my glass away I walked passes him but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me into a kiss. His hands were around my waist and I had mine around his neck. I tightened my grip on his neck deepining the kiss I pulled away and walked to my room I knew he was following me. As I got n I turned around to face him, as he got in my room I kissed him whilst shutting the door. I whispered in his ear.

Irene: Sleep with me (a/n meaning falling asleep ).

He nodded understanding me then kissed me whilst locking the door so no one could come in on us (a/n this sounds so dirty 😂) he then walked over to my bed and sat down. I walked over to him and sat beside him and looked at him admiring all his features; his fluffy hair, his well defined jaw line, his beautiful eyes laced with eyelashes, his button nose, his soft and plump lips, his muscular arms and his well tones body.

I stood up all od a sudden making him confused I stood in front of him and looked strait in his eyes I slowly bent down to him and kissed him. I sat down on his lap he looked a little shocked but kissed me back. We kept on kissing until I pushed him down to lay on my bed and continued to kiss him, he put his arms around my waist and swiched our positions. The kisses startes to get more passionate and rougher he then started to kiss my cheek going down my jaw line then to my neck he started to kiss and suck on my neck then he found my sweet spot which made me moan which made me bite my lips and blush. I could see him smirking he then kissed me on the lips again. His hands travled down my body then he started to take off my shirt which made me blush as I had no bra on he smirked then went down to my breasts he started sucking on my left and massaging the right making me moan silently. He then bit on my nipple making me moan a bit louder. He looked at me in my eyes full of lust. He started to kiss my stomach going down when suddenly I pushed him so he was on top his eyes widened as I kissed his jaw line and pulled up his top and ran my fingers down his abs. I started to kiss his chest whilst I started to pull down his pants his eyes widened even more as I fully pulled down his pants making his dick spring out. I looked at his eyes which looked like they were gonna pop out of their sockets. I smirked then went to his dick and started to lick his tip. I saw him bite his bottom lip I then put him in my mouth making him moan quietly. I started to pump my head up and down making him groan and hold my hair making me go faster, he then lifted me up getting on top again and kissed me going down to my shorts. He took my shorts off with his teeth and then went back up to my stomach kissing it. He stroked my inner thigh going down to my core at the same time doing the same with his kisses. He looked at my eyes and then started to lick my clit, I bit my lips and trying to keep down my moans but I failed. He smirked then carried on. He slowly inserted one finger into me making me moan quite loudly. He kissed me so no one could hear. He then inserted a second finger pumping faster in and out. He then stoped kissing me and pulled his fingers out standing up and licked them whilst smirking. He then looked me up and down making me blush and slightly cover myself up but then he pinned my arms above my head and kissed me then said

Xiumin: Dont cover up your beautiful.

He then kissed me again more roughly then he pulled away and looked at me with conserved eyes.

Xiumin: Are you sure you want this?

Irene: Yes

He nodded then slowly inserted his sick in me I moaned quite loudly but he kissed me so the others won't wake up he slowly thrusted into me making me gasp. With each thrust he fastened his pace making me moan in between our kisses. He then started to thrust a bit harder hitting my G spot making me throw my head back whilst saying his name softly as I knew the guys as very deep sleepers. I felt a knot in my stomach and he felt me become tighter then I came he thrusted a few more times before taking his sick out and cuming over my stomach. He then collapsed beside me cudderling me and pulling the blanket over us. Then I remembered the times my Appa rapped me and my eyes started to tear up and I started to cry.

Xiumin: Are you alright? Why are you crying?

Irene: I-I w-was r-r-rapped by m-my Appa.

Xiumin hugged me even tighter letting me cry into his chest. I cried myself to sleep hearing a few sniffles.

*Xiumin pov*

As I heard what she said and I immediately regretted what I did as I brought the memorys back to her. My eyes teared up and I hugged her even tighter making sure she was alright we stayed like this until she fell asleep. Once I knew she was asleep I took her into the bathroom as when we were doing it I saw the cuts on her but I didn't want to make her sad so I ignored it. I cleaned her up and redressed her cuts making sure she didn't wake up. I put her pj on then I put her back in her bed. I sat beside her and stared at her. How can some one this beautiful have such a horrible life. I stroked her cheek then got changed I left a note by her saying Hey babe, sorry for last night I swear that it wont happen again. And sorry I'm not with you when you woke up but I needed to go early to practice sorry again bye, Xiumin Xx . I love her but I don't know how to say it, she makes my life brighter. I have had a crush on her since I met her, when she was 16 and I was 20 yea I know that's kinda creepy but its the truth I can't help it. I have tried to keep it down by dating other people but I couldn't keep my mind off her.

*Irene pov*

When I woke up in the morning I turned around expecting to see Xiumin but he wasn't there and in replace there was a note. I read it and smiled strait away as he said babe as I carried on reading my smile faded as he was blaming himself for me crying and said he will never do it again. When I got out of bed I was going to put on some cloths then realised he changed me. I lifted up my shirt and realised that he changed my dressing. That means he knows about the words on my stomach. I started crying as thoughts poped in my head, will he look at me the same way again? What will happen to us? What does he think of it? Is he alright? All the questions kept poping into my head and it made me have a head ache. I looked at my phone and relises it was 2pm, I sighed and walked down stairs and took some medicine.

Once I had finished my water I went up stairs, showered and change into a jumper top, roped boyfriend jeans, my glasses, benie, shoes and a bag. I put my hair into two french plaits

I put out a note sying in gonna be back at 6-8 o'clock as I didn't know how long it was going to take.