The Secret||Female Reader X Yoongi [Discontinued]

Chapter 11

I stopped in my place when I saw, him, my appa. He walked strait up to me whilst pulling out a knife. As I saw the knife in his hand I started to run the opposite direction. He started running after me but I was faster, I was running for my life after all. When I turned a corner I went into an ally to hide from him. I held me breath until I saw him run past me, I then walked out making sure he wasn't around and called my brother and he came to pick me up. When I got in the car I hugged him and cried, he looked very worried as I didn't tell him about Appa.

Tao: Why are you crying?

Irene: A-Appa p-pulled o-out a-a k-knife o-on m-me.

Tao: THAT FUCKING BITCH IM GONNA KILL HIM.

Irene: C-Can w-we j-just g-go b-back.

He nodded then started the car and drove back to the house. As we got in I went strait up and locked my door before anyone could come in. I slid my back down the door and hugged my knees and started crying I hate me life, everyday in fearing him just because I can't protect my self I need to be stronger. In worthless, ugly, fat, disgrace, I can't do anything right. I stood up and wiped off my tears before going to my bathroom. I took off my shirt then dressing and I looked at me self in the mirror. I'm so fucking ugly and fat I don't see what Xiumin sees in me, I don't even have a nice personality. I looked at my self and the words on my stomach. I then took a razer blade out and looked at my stomach before slowly pulling the paint brush on the dirty canvas leaving paint on the canvas. I looked at the canvas and the peice of art I did. I wrapped up my stomach then cleaned my self up and put on some baggy cloths making sure it dosen't show my stomach. I unlocked my door and went down stairs seeing the boys watching a movie. I got a glass of water and then went up the stairs with out anyone noticing. I sat on my floor and listerned to Kids in the dark by All Time Low. I cried my self until I fell asleep on the floor.

*Tao pov*

When we got in she went strait up ans locked her door and I could hear her crying to her self. I walked away from her room as I knew she needed sometime to herself. I walked to the living room and saw the guys watching TV so I joined.

After the film finishes it was 10:12 so I went up to see if Irene was alright. When I knocked on her door there was no answer so I went in a saw her asleep on the ground. I picked her up and put her on the bed, I stroked her cheek then kissed it before I left.

*Irene pov*

When I woke up I was in my bed. I got out of my bed and dragged myself over to my wardrobe and put on a yellow and white top, dungarees, black tights, hidden heals and a blue back pack (no accessories).

I then put my hair up in a ponytail with a ribbon. I went down stairs and saw Xiumin cooking brackfast but waring the almost the same thing on the only difference was that he had a different patterned shirt on.