Living UnderCover

Fight Or Flight

                    Lilah's POV
  
       The woman took 2 hours to braid my hair. My hair is strawberry blond, but waist length, and pretty thin, so it didn't take to long to do. My scalp is a little sensitive now. I looked in the mirror, my hair was in cornrows, which didn't actually look to bad against my pale skin. My strawberry blond hair made my bright grey eyes pop, and the light freckles across my flushed cheeks were also quite visible.

       I was now at the ring, getting into my fighting gear, a black Nike sports bra, and Nike pro spandex shorts, also black. In was back in front of a mirror, and looking back at me was a frightened girl with big grey eyes. I hadn't seen that girl in a long time,  not in 2 years. That girl was the old me, coming back to surface because of this mornings events with Damon and kayden. I decided not to tell kayden, but if Damon tries anything I'll just scream for help.

    "The Challenger; Hope, Fighting against the undefeated, LIIIIIILLLAAAAHHH!!!!! " Clapping all around the ring could be heard, along with many whoops and cries of excitement and happiness. Yes, this was an illegal business, but there are a lot of people here. Probably about a thousand, and that's just people watching. There is another 300 or so on the team,  including me. The winner tonight will be receiving 10,000 dollars. I fully plan on winning. We were in the ring, circling each other, and the bell rang, indicating our match had started. She was quick to throw a right hook, which I easily dodged, whilst throwing a punch at her stomach, which I landed easily as well. I heard her gasp, as she went down. That might have broken her ribs. I silently apologized, and threw a kick to her head. I went to pin her, and whispered in their ear, "I'm sorry. I will pay for the damages of your ribs" I felt her nod just a little, then she passed out. The whole crowed started cheering my name, and yelling "KNOCK OUT!  KNOCK OUT! " Over and over.  I should be happy,  I'm getting an extra ten thousand,  but I felt extremely guilty. I bent down,  and grabbed her hand. I helped her up, right before number 10 was called out. It was no longer a knock out,  because she got up before ten. She quietly thanked me, and i let her land a punch on my face. I punched her once in the face, and that was it. I had one, and she was knocked out. A small smile appeared on my face, not because I won, but because of the fact she got a punch on me. They don't usually, it's normally just I hit them once in the throat, and then in the head, then they pass out. Just that quick. The reff held up my hand, and the announcer said "AND STILL, LILAAAHHH ISSSSS UNNNNNNNDDDDEAAAAFETEEDDDD!!!!" The ten thousand dollars was given to me, and I suddenly felt incredibly tired. I stumbled off the ring, and right into Kayden's arms, who knew what was going on. Another seizure. He carried me bridal style to his car, and told me he would be right back, he was going to get my bags. There was a loud sharp bang on my window, and I quickly locked all the doors in the car. It was midnight, I was at the ring for thirteen hours. I was not getting up at five tomorrow,  fuck that. Tears sprung my eyes as I saw who was outside my window. I looked away, whimpering. I hated showing weakness, but showing strength would only get me hurt in this situation. Suddenly, he was gone, and I saw kayden in the mirror walking toward the car. I unlocked the doors, letting out a breath of relieve. He opened up the door, and must have noticed my scared state, because he asked "hey, Lilah you okay baby?" I couldn't talk, so I just shook my head no. He looked around suspiciously, and said "when your able to, I want you to tell me what's going on. " I shook my head no again. He suddenly was sitting on top of me, with his hands around my throat. He yelled "I'M SICK OF YOU NOT FUCKING LISTENING TO ME!  YOUR GONNA TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON, DO YOU UNDERSTAND? " I whispered "I'm sorry... It's nothing, really." He tightened his grip for a second, then let go. I started silently sobbing, till my breath was short and I was hiccuping, and tears we're all over my face. My eyes started to burn, and then the car stopped. I got out quickly, still sobbing, and ran to the door, not caring that my bags were still in the car. I opened the door, and bolted to my room, flopping down on my bed. I heard someone come in, and I realized it was both Damon and kayden. What the fuck?  I thought. Kayden spoke up, "Damon is going to be living with us. I think it's time to start doing things how we used to, you must be so tight again baby girl... " I slowly sat up, feeling dead inside. I said in a low voice, "I fucking hate you. And I swear to God if you ever touch me like that again I will break your dicks off. " fear rushed through my body, and they were using that to their advantage. They looked at each other, and lunged at me. I didn't have time to move, so I quickly laid down, and Damon hit his head on my night stand, but kayden grabbed my ankle, making sure I couldn't move. I kicked him in the face, and he let me go, groaning. Damon grabbed my waist from behind, and I screamed. I yelled "PLEASE,  PLEASE NO! OH GOD IM SORRY!" Tears streamed down my face, as I felt my hands being grabbed from behind.

   (WARNING**SEXUAL VIOLENCE) 

     Kayden let my ankle go and grabbed my waist. I screamed when i felt him Yank down my shorts. I tried to close my legs, but he grabbed my thighs and forced them open. I whispered "please stop... Please don't do this" he just smirked and undid his belt. Damon still had my hands pinned behind me, so I couldn't move. I kicked at kayden, who grabbed both of my ankles and forced my legs back open. Tears were streaming down my face as I felt him enter me. He groaned, and I screamed it the amount of pain. He thruster himself in and out, over and over. I couldn't move, as his violent thrusts overtook my body. I just wanted to die. I didn't want to remember any of this, let alone go thru it again. I hate myself so much.

    When he was done he pulled out, and came all over my now bare stomach. I cried in disgust as the warm liquid was trailed up my chest, onto my breasts. Damon made me sit up, and forced me onto my knees in front of his crotch. He undid his belt, and kayden stood behind me, making sure I couldn't run. My lower region burned. Damon grabbed my face, and forced himself inside my mouth, I gagged, and he smiled, so did kayden. Then, without thinking, I bit down on his dick. He screamed in pain and dropped to his knees, looking up at kayden. He growled lowly, "hurt her. Bad." "Oh God" I cried, knowing that was one of the stupidest things I had ever done. Kayden grabbed my hair, and pulled me up, as I let out a pained scream. He roughly threw me on the bed, and grabbed his belt off the flood, and whipped my back with it. I let out an ear splitting scream as the leather ripped my skin. Hit after hit, I was wheezing and bawling me eyes out. My back was bleeding, and pain kept surging thru my body in horrible waves, nauseating me. Then he stopped. The pain didn't stop tho, and all you could hear was me trying to breath, and kayden catching his breath from beating me. Damon finally stood up, but I couldn't move, I was laying stomach down on my bed in just shorts and a bra, covered in my own blood. I started to get really light headed, and then I felt the lash of the belt ten times harder. Damon screamed "YOU FUCKING BITCH!!! WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING?? " I tried to back up, by grabbing the covers, but I couldn't pull myself. I said "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry please just stop, I'll do a anything please... " he put the belt down, and whispered something in Kayden's ear. Kayden nodded, and walked quickly to my bathroom. He came out with an entire bottle of 90% rubbing alcohol, and I know what he was gonna do. I said quickly "please don't do this!  Please I'm so so so sorry! " but no later, the bottle of alcohol was being poured onto my back. I screamed louder than I had ever screamed. It felt like my skin was burning off. The pain couldn't get any worse, and soon after, I was hit in the head, knocking me completely out.

HEYYYY MY BABIEEEEES!!!!  Violent chapter,  I know. I tried to make this one longer tho,  and I think I'm going to start trying to make 2000 in word count. I love you guys, and I hope you are enjoying this book so far!!!  ❤❤❤❤❤😇😍