Colorless

Chapter 4

I hate walking to school. I have to leave my warm house to go to a cold school with people. Ew. Well now there's two people who are more idiotic then the rest, but I guess I can't help but put up with them.

"Hey Finny~" whispered someone behind me who sounded like Zach. I punched behind me, hearing an 'oof'. Yep, It's definitely Zach. He laughed and ran up beside me.

"You have to walk to school?" I asked curiously. Zach comes across to me as the spoiled but doesn't-actually-act-spoiled type.

"Haha, yeah. I only live at the end of your street and Tyler is the one with the car." He scratched the back of his head and smiled.

"Oh great, you live within emergency 'my Oreo drowned again' distance," I joke sarcastically, rolling my eyes teasingly. Zach put his hand over his heart.

"Damn Finny, that hurts, it really does," we laughed together until before we knew it, we were at school. "The gates of hell," Zach hides behind me like a little kid, looking at the school doors. I nod in agreement. Zach suddenly knocks into me, us both falling over.

"Get going dumbos, its just school," Tyler rolls his eyes.

"Owww~, why would you kick me in the butt Tyler?!" Zach whines.

I shoot a death glare at him. "I'm the only one that's aloud to call people idiots around here!"

"I didn't call anyone an idiot~" He smiles cheekily. I glare at him again. He walks into the school chuckling to himself.

"Why youuuuuuuu!" I scream, getting up. I run up to him and punch him in the head a couple times. Dammit why does he have to be so tall!? Why the hell do I have to be so small?! I snap out of my thoughts, seeing that they both have already gone into the school without me. "Dammit Tyler I'm gunna kill you! You too Zach, for leaving me!!" I run to the doors to catch up with them, just to see that everyone is staring at me as soon as I enter the school. That's right. I'm smiling, I'm laughing and associating with other human beings in a positive and friendly way, why wouldn't people wonder what is going on? I glare at them all, causing them to look away. Zach and Tyler are extremely popular in this school too, even though they've always kept to themselves. I do hope other people don't get the wrong idea and try to interact with me as well, because that would really suck.

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I head to the girls washroom after the lunch bell rings. I'm not sure if Tyler and Zach want to sit with me, so I'll just go to my normal spot outside on the hill to eat. As soon as I enter the bathroom, I am overwhelmed with the smell of perfume and the sound of gossip.

"Why was that stupid, ugly girl with Zach and Tyler. She has never had like, any friends at all." A random chick that I've never been aware was in my school says. I walk faster into the bathroom.

"Why the fuck do you care?" I question, glaring at a total of three petty, weak girls. They all stare at me, shocked. One of the bitches actually had the nerve to speek up.

"You don't belong with people like Tyler and Zach. Your worthless and ugly." She spits. Hah. As if I would ever care what a person like HER would think.

I sneer, "Say that again hun." She stays silent.

"I-I um, I'm not scared of you," she stutters. I laugh, making them all back away a bit. "We um, need to go meet with some people," she replies slowly to my laugh. They quickly leave the girls washroom.

"Bye ladies, have a lovely day~" I yell as they are leaving. Wow I guess once a bitch always a bitch, but why should I change now? I laugh to myself as I'm walking out of the bathroom. Welp being a bitch is way more fun then being a petty little nice girl. I grab my bag out of my locker and start to head for the school doors to go home. It doesn't really matter if I skip school, I'm smarter then anyone anyways so skipping school isn't that big of a deal. As I'm about to go through the doors of the school, someone grabs onto the hood of my sweater.

"Where are you going?" Tyler squints his eyes at me while saying this.

I shrug, "home."

"Your just gunna ditch school?" He looks shocked.

"Yep," I pop the 'p'. "It's not like it matters, no one at my house cares and I'm already ahead on everything" I smile. "Plus my mom went back to jail so no one is home." I whisper that part to myself. I feel Tyler pull me towards him into a half-hug. Surprised, I look up at him.

"I have really good hearing." He smiles kindly at me. "Here, how about you come and eat lunch with me and Zach." I nod and head over to their table. Zach waves at me and smiles as happy as he can. I smile back.

I love the feeling of being able to smile with a purpose.