Colorless

Epilogue

What is your favorite color? This is a question I got asked asked a lot when I was little. But the thing is, I could never answer. I just stood there staring and the grey floor of my classroom, until they finally moved on to the next snotty nosed kinder gardener. I had never spoke to anyone very often in elementary school, giving me a crappy presentation mark or anything to do with cooperation, good thing I've always been smart, maybe a bit too smart. I know I should have said something stupid like "purple" or "pink" like the rest of the girls in my class, but I have never been one for lying.

Anyways, my name is Finley Maria Night. I am just finishing my first year in high school, actually i am in my second last day before end of the year exams start. Next year i will be in my second year of high school, I am 15 years old. My birthday is on February 29th, fun aye? That's not the only think weird about me, I am already way to smart but my mom is holding me back so I can stay with kids at least a little around my age, I could be finished my first year in college at the moment.

I have a question for you, what is love. Except I also have the answer, it's a word. If you can't already tell, I don't have any friends. But I guess I don't really want any. You might be thinking something like 'wow shes probably bullied' or 'maybe you should speak more' but I actually speak a fair amount, not to other people but my self of course, who's better to get advice for yourself then from yourself right? As for your first assumption. No. I am not bullied, in fact most people I have ever met are deathly afraid of me. Don't ask me why people expect me to be mysterious like I'm a stupid magical item. I also might not have the best self control when it comes to my anger, but that is besides the point. How many people have I made cough up blood? I am not going to answer that.

I guess you could say that I'm kind of attractive. Apparently I have dark brown hair and blue/purple eyes. I eat a lot of food but I have always been pretty skinny. I am a little short for my age too but that doesn't matter.

Your also probably thinking something like 'there's no way she doesn't love anyone what about her family?' Okay you got me there. But the only person I 'love' in my family is my little brother but that's not the point I mean it's not my fault if I never see my Father and my Mom keeps going to jail on and off for a small amount of time and I'm the only one left to watch my little brother. I guess you could say I 'love' my dad because he is always working to keep us under a roof and he has a good job, but I don't know him well enough to 'love' him. But that's just how my life is I don't mind.

But there is just one problem.

My name Is Fin and I, am colorblind.