Chapter 10

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Harry's POV

I walk into Lara's room next morning and see she's still asleep. Walking to her bed I put the breakfast I got for her down. Looking at her I wonder what she's thinking. Lara is a mysterious girl, you never know what she's thinking and you never know what her mood will be. I don't know much about her and her family because she never told me. She never tells something personal. I stroke her cheek, she's so beautiful I want her to be mine but she doesn't want me. She turns around and I think she noticed I stroke her cheek. I pull my hand away. I can't have her. Just when I want to walk away I hear a knock on the door. I walk to the door as quiet as possible trying not to wake Lara. When I open the door I see its Paris.

"Shhhh, she's still sleeping" I whisper to Paris.

"Sorry, I can go away if you want to" She says whispering.

"No its okay, you can stay" I whisper and point her a chair. For a while we just sit there watching her. I don't really know Paris actually only from that one night when we went to the cinema. She's also a beautiful girl. I don't know what it is with her but she's also really closed. She always seems happy but when you're alone with her you see sadness in her eyes. I feel like I already know her because the silence is not that awkward kind of silence when you don't know what to say because you don't know one an other.

"Do you want some coffee?" I ask after a long time of silence.

"Yeah sure, I'll go with you" she says and we walk out of the room together.

"How do you know Lara?" I ask on our way to the coffee machine.

"I know her because of Elle. We were like three best friends but I haven't seen Lara in a while till the night when we were at your house. She shut me and Elle out a few years ago and we still don't know why" she explains. Just like she lost her friends a few years ago. Maybe it weren't her friends that shut her out but it was Lara who shut them out. I wonder what happend. Something Elle doesn't even know is weird because they seem so close now. But I've heard enough about Lara, I want to get to know Paris better.

"And how do you know Elle?"

"I know here since 7th grade or something, we met eachother on our new school where we both didn't know anyone so thats why we became friends" she says.

"Do you still live with your parents or with Elle?" I ask. After I ask the question I immediatly regret it because I see in her eyes it is not something easy to talk about. I expect her not to answer but after a deep breath she does.

"They passed away so I live with Elle now" she says looking at the ground. I feel really bad for her and I regret asking.

"I'm sorry" I say embarrest.

"No its okay, you were going to ask that question anyway" She says with a friendly smile and I smile back. She's a really nice girl and a strong one. She has been through so much and she's still standing.

When we walk back into Lara's room we see Lara sitting in her bed eating her breakfast.

"Hi, goodmorning" She says and smiles.

"Goodmorning!" Paris responds. We sit down at our chairs and drink our coffee while Lara is eating her breakfast.

"How are you?" I ask Lara.

"I'm great! But I really want to get out of this stupid hospital. Do you know when I can get out?" She asks and I'm suprised that thats her responce to my question and that she's so happy.

"Don't know we have to ask a doctor" Paris answers.

"Okay we'll I hope they'll come soon because I want to get out of this hospial" Lara says and continues eating. This is wat I mean, she's so unpredictable. One moment she's happy the other moment she's sad.

"I can get a docter if you want?" Paris suggests.

"No its okay I have a button right here" Lara says and just when I want to say that button is only for emergency's she puches the button and I don't think she would care anyway. After less then a minute to doctors run into the room.

"What's wrong?" one doctor asks out of breath.

"Nothing is wrong but I wanted to ask when I can get out of here" Lara says. The doctors first look releaved but then they're faces turn mad.

"Let me get someone who can help you with that" one of the doctors says and they walk away.

"we'll they're not in a really good mood" Lara says and we laugh. After a few minutes a doctor walks in and tells us Lara can get out whenever she wants but if she wants to stay she has to pay for every night she stays so we decide to just go home.

"Can you maybe turn around so I can change?" Lara asks.

"Yeah sure I'll just wait outside" I say and walk out of the room. After a few minutes Lara comes out in a big sweater and some sweatpants we brought for her. She still looks beautiful even in those redicilous closes. We walk downstairs where we get to my car and drive home.

When we arrive at home we see Niall, Louis, Liam and Zayn playing videogames and they don't even notice we brought Lara. We walk past them and sit down at the other cauch. Then I realize Elle isn't here.

"Where's Elle?" I ask.

"She went to the hospital to go and see Lara" Zayn says not looking up from the videogame.

"But Lara is here" I say and then they finaly notice. First they look suprised but after a few seconds it changes into happyness. They run up to Lara and give her a hug. Lara looks really uncomfortable and it makes me laugh.

"I'll call Elle to tell her Lara is home" Niall says after hugging Lara and walks away while dialing Elle's number. Lara jumps of the couch and runs to Nialls controler.

"You're all going to die!" she says smirking.

"Game on!" Liam says and they continue the video game. I look at Paris and see she isn't looking that happy. Probibly because of what I asked her earlier today and I feel guilty. I grab her hand and look her right into her eyes.

"Are you okay?" I ask. She looks down again.

"Yeah, I'm just tired" she says. I lift her shin.

"Let me bring you to bed" I say and walk with her to the hall. Before I go into the hall I turn around to see if Lara is okay. Lara also turned around and looks at me with that 'what's happening there' look and smirks. I smile back and take Paris to the guest room.

When she's ready to sleep and I just want to turn the lights off she grabs my hand.

"Please don't leave me" She says. I see in her eyes she doesn't want to be alone and I can't leave her like this. Walking to her I lay down with her and wrap my arms around her. First I feel guilty because of Lara and it doens't feel right to do this. But Lara doesn't want me and I can't wait for her forever. With that thought in my head I feel myself drifting away and fall asleep.

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