Save me, One Direction

chapter 5

“Bye..” I whisper to myself and put the razor on my wrist…..

 

Lara’s POV

Louis opens the door and runs up to me. Shit, I forgot to lock the bathroom.

“Lara, put the razor down please your stronger then this” he begs.

No you’re not. You’re weak. The voices in my head say.

“No I’m not” I say crying.

“Yes you are. You are beautiful and strong and we all really care about you”

No one cares about you. He’s lying.

“Really?” I ask not believing him.

“Yes” he says slowly walking up to me. Then he grabs the razor out of my hand and lets me fall in to his arms. I start crying even harder and he holds me tight to his chest.

“Please don’t tell anyone” I say sobbing.

“If you promise you won’t try it again”

“I promise” I say holding my fingers crossed behind my back.

Louis POV

I hold Lara tight to my chest and can’t believe I almost lost her. I can’t believe these thoughts are going through her mind. When I let her go after ten minutes she washes her face and pretends nothing happened. We walk back to the boys and see they already woke up and are playing a video game.

“Where we’re you two?” Zayn asks

“Louis had to go to the bathroom so I showed him where it was” Lara says looking at the ground.

“Can we join?” I ask looking at the tv.

“Yeah sure!” Zayn responds and gives me a controller.

“I’ll just sit on the couch” Lara says with a weak smile. I play with Zayn and Liam and notice the tension because Lara is so quiet. Walking up to Lara I lift her and put her on my lap.

“What are you doing?” Lara asks laughing.

“Do you want to play?” I ask.

“No thanks, I’m really bad at video games”

“Just try”  I say putting my arms around her to put the controller in her hands.

“I’ll help you” I say holding her hands with the controller. We start to play and when she fails we begin to laugh. Her smile is so beautiful and happy and looking at her, I can’t imagine her being so depressed.

Lara’s POV

Louis really helps me. He’s so sweet but I only see him as a good friend and I hope he sees me that way two. We play videogames and its really funny because I’m really bad at it. I’m having fun for the first time in years. These boys mean anything to me although I just met them. I see Zayn looking at us with a ‘what’s going on here’ look and I give him the ‘nothing happened' look back. Why do people think a girl and a boy can be good friends and nothing more. I think about Harry. We are also only good friends, or is there more? Suddenly I hear someone knock at the door and when Zayn opens it I see it is Harry and he looks really pissed.

Harry’s POV

When I come home with Niall it strikes me how quiet it is in the house. Niall and I decide to look around in the house but after thirty minutes we still can’t find them. Then I remember Liam talking about going to Lara’s house to keep her company.

Walking to Lara’s house I hear someone laugh really loud. I knock at the door and Zayn opens it.

“Hi, there you are!”

“Yes we went to a movie and ate in the city. Sorry we’re so late” I say. When I look past Zayn I see Lara sitting on Louis lap and laugh while playing video games. I feel jealous even though nothing happened between Lara and me. When I walk in Lara sees me and her laugh disappears. She jumps off of Louis lap.

“Hi” She says trying not to sound awkward.

“Hi” I respond looking mad at Louis.

Louis looks at me with that ‘nothing happened’ look but I don’t believe him.

"I think we should go home, it's already late" Liam interrups.

"Yeah let's go" Niall says. 

Suddenly Lara graps my arm before I can walk away. "can i go with you guys? I don't want to be alone" she says looking at the ground. 

"Ofcourse! you can sleep in the guest room" I say and I see a smile appear on her face.

Lara’s POV

Walking into the boy’s house I remember I forgot my stuff!

“Uhhh guys, I forgot my stuff” I say looking at the ground.

“You can borrow a sweater and sweatpants from me” Harry suggest.

“Thank you” I say and walk to Harry’s room with him. He looks in his closet and grabs a sweater and sweatpants for me.

“Here you go” he says and gives me the clothes. I walk out of his room and into the guest room. Putting the sweatpants on I hear someone knocking at the door.

“Wait one second!” I say. When I got the sweatpants on I open the door and see its Louis.

“Hi, I just wanted to come by to say goodnight” he says smiling at me.

“Yes you too and I’m sorry you had to se…” before I can finish my sentence he cuts me off

“Don’t be sorry, goodnight” he says friendly and walks away. I get in my bed and look around. The room is empty and it makes me feel lonely laying alone in this big cold bed. After forty-five minutes laying awake I get up and walk out of my room. All by myself I walk through the big empty hall trying to find Harry’s room. When I finally find it I open the door slowly trying not to make any noise. When close the door behind me and turn around I see Harry is sleeping. I look at his beautiful face and his muscular arms.

“What are you looking at?” he asks with his raspy voice.

“Nothing, I just uuh couldn’t sleep” I say ashamed because he saw me staring.

“Come here” he says pointing at his bed. I walk to the bed and snuggle up with him. He puts his arms around me and I feel butterfly’s in my stomach. Then I turn around and look right in to his beautiful green eyes. He smiles at me and I feel a tear falling down my cheek but this time I don’t run away.

“Why are you crying?” he asks looking worried.

“I don’t know” I say and laugh while another tear falls down my cheek. But this time they aren’t sad tears. Harry whipes away my tears and looks right in to my eyes. He comes closer and closer and then I feel his soft lips against mine. I feel the butterfly’s in my stomach and I can’t help but smile. After a minute I push him away gently and smile.

“I’m tired let’s go to sleep” I say. I lay on his chest and fall asleep.