Escaped

...run

Tears sprayed out mea eyes as she laughed. She laughed hard , she laughed loud. The tears drooling down to her cheeks cleared her eyes from chunky blood. She sadly smiled looking at her hands.

" what have I become?" Her head shot up as a bang was heard on the door. Her eyes where wide as she propped herself up by her elbows and ran to the widow, she started at the knife deciding if she should take it or not. When she heard the doors open she shook her ear jumping out the glass breaking it. Her skin was scared as shards still stuck to her. She looked over to find a fence that led to a new path. Hearing voices behind her she picked her bleeding legs up and ran to it.

She started climbing tears pouring out as her heart pounded in fear. The sharp blades of the fence pierced her skin and lightly cutting a mark near her eye. When she hopped off she fell to the ground un able to move. She curled into a ball looking to the side seeing how the tall figures where chasing after her.

" who cares if they catch me. Just let them catch me" she breathed feeling her heart slightly slow down. Swinging her arms in the air she had reached her knees. Standing up she held her sides limping. She heard the fence shook as she started limping faster. She entered the door of the building as people stared at her in total shock, fear and disgust. Pushing herself she ran to the stairs. Each step ad felt like a jab in the heart as if a knife was pricing her skin.

Instead of crying out why she accepted her fair and pain knowing she deserved every single misery she felt. Why? Cause she let her own fears take over her. Not only has she killed the only people she knows and loves but she has set herself and her friends in danger. Danger of her.

Finally what felt like hours she reached the top of the stairs she collapsed to the floor dragging herself to the door. Using the handle to prop her up she smelled what was soon going to be her last breath of air. Mae ran to the edge of the building then stopped. She could hear the police cars driving towards  the place and the police men rushing up the stairs. She looked down as her heart pumped.

" if I commit suicide then I can't commit murder. If I can't commit murder then my friends will stay alive" she breathed out. She closed her eyes and started leaning forward. She heard the doors barge open , but it was to late. She had already fallen off.

" I'm sorry" she whimpered to herself, the the rulers of heaven, to her mother, to her father, to her only boyfriend, and most importantly...

To dawn.

'Good bye mea' they shall say, what a shame this girl had to end this way. Oh but remember the warnings I gave you they where honestly all true. For when I needed help you did nothing for me, just spat at my name on t.v. We'll can't  wait to see you again my dear, cause remember this is just the beginning. The end is near.

Xoxo~ mea's soul