My bully, my hero, my future husband

Bad birthday shooting

EMMIES POV!

It's been a few months and zayns birthday is coming up. Me and the boys have been planning on a party, but we still didn't know the perfect present for him.

Zayn always tells us we better not get him anything because he has everything he needs and wants but we still are getting him somthing. I really want to get a flight back home to see his too kids that won't come with us on tour and so he can see his mom.

I got up out of bed and put a pair of shorts and zayns vas happenen hoodie. I walked to the kitchen and made the boys breakfast and I got a battle of water. I was sitting at the table when Liam and Niall walked in.

"Hey how is Zayn doing I know he has been feeling sick."Liam asked.

"We'll he lays in bed sleeping or looking at the celling. When he tries to eat or get up he runs too the bathroom and throws up and while is is sitting on the floor I have to go in there with him rubbing his back and putting a cold wash rag on his face. And it's his birthday week." I replied.

"I know I feel bad for the poor lad he is just so depressed all the time I really want to find out what's blathering him." Niall said.

"We'll I am married to him I should prolly go check on him and try to find out what is bothering him."

I walked out of the kitchen and into the bedroom. Zayn looked at me and smiled a bit then turned around to look at the wall. I walked over and sat on the bed next to him.

"How are ya filling?" I asked.

"Bad I feel worse then I did."

"We'll they boys think you are depressed do you want to talks about."

"No I don't want to bug you with my problems."

"Zayn if I didn't want to know I wouldn't of asked now tell me what bothering you."

I grabbed his head and put it on my lap and I was messing with his black hair. He closed his eyes the opend them again looking like he was going to cry.

I knew he would tell me.

ZAYNS POV!

"Are you sure you don't care if that I'm bugging you with my problems?" I asked.

"I told you that if I didn't want to know I wouldn't of asked."

"Ok we managment called and said I am getting to much hate. Like I dont know that and they said that after this month they are releasing my contract and they are kicking me out of the band. I didn't tell you because you would of told the boys and they would get in trouble because they would do or try todo somthing. Also Diana has been calling me saying amber started to cut her wrist and it's been bugging me because I am not there to be a good father too them and I can't stop her from being on tour."

"Zayn hunny I'm sorry but you can't let that stop you and why have you been throwing up?"

"I don't know I was hoping you would know or somthing but I just have a bad feeling and when I try to stop thinking about it my mind makes me think it's happening and it's scaring me."

"Do you think we need to take you too see a person too talk about it."

"No, Emmie please don't I can't talk to those kinds of people."

"Ok we don't have too let's watch the news see what happening that may take your mind off of things."

Emmie grabbed the remote turning the tv on. I noticed it was Diana and ambers school on.

The new reported said, "parents have found there has been a school shooting at Bradford high school. The shooter has killed himself after he killed 6 student and 3 teachers. Police said the students who was killed was Alana nap, Tyler Armstrong, Alex May, Eli main, and sadly pop star Zayn Malik's two daughters Diana Malik and Amber Malik. The teachers whe-"

I turned off the tv throwing the remote at the wall. I looked at Emmie and she just sat there with shock. She started crying and I put my arms around her bringing her into my chest.

The boys ran in and had the same shocked said look. Poor Niall he had puppy dog eyes crying on Liam's shoulder.

"I'm guessing you saw." Harry spoke.

"Umm y-ya what should we do?" I asked.

"We are not sure." Liam spoke up.

"Wait did Toby see?" Emmie asked.

"Ya he is in the bathroom." Louis said.

I got up and ran to the bathroom opening it finding Toby holding a razor. I grabbed it and threw it in the trash. I ran up and hugged him while he cried.

"D-Diana was my sister she was with me when know body was there she can't be gone. She was my b-best friend."

"Toby me and your mum is here for you. And so are the boys you can't cut it will hurt your mum so bad it will hurt me now let's go back to Bradford."

"Hey Zayn we have to go to an interview or you and Emmie has to go and bring Toby."

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We pulled up to the interview place and sat on the couch.

"So you saw today the news how do you feel?" The interviewer asked.

I grabbed emmies hand and put my arm on my knee.

"We'll I'm still in shocked I can't believe this happend I mean they where just in high school."

"And what about you Emmie I mean the day Zayn was released from the hospital is the day you got them."

"We'll the day that was bad turned good and today the good day was turned bad and I just I wish it was me and someone that was gone and not those two amazing kids that didn't diserved any of this." Emmie spoke.

"So what about you Toby Diana was the sister and the bestfriend of yours?"

"We'll Diana is my hero she took care of me and was strong when our father left us she was 6 years old then. Words can't explain this I lost my best friend." Toby said.

"So Zayn your contract with the band will be released after this month you will no longer be in one direction. Why are they letting you go and none of the other boys."

"Apparently I get hate because of my wife and kids but I would rather have them then be famouse I mean me and the lads will stay in touch and still be friends but I will be in Bradford while they travel the world."

"Wow ok you are being very mature about this."

"We'll what can you do I am still a father I have a son who I am trying to teach how to become a man when he grows up not a child when he is and adult."

"We'll I think you are teaching Toby just right."

"I use to be like a child I use to hurt the love of my life everyday and I still don't know how I did that now I wonder how people have the heart todo that and I swear my son will never be like I was."

" Emmie what made you make the choice of giving Zayn a chance."

"We'll, I love Zayn but he said no then became friends with Harry then he moved and I went so did my my mom then Zayn moved to homes Chappell and Zayn was crying to his mom all he wanted was me to love him back and it just happend." Emmie replied.

"We'll I think you guys are doing a wonderful job with Toby and you where also good with amber and Diana. Thanks for coming I am sorry that's all the time we have."

We got in and headed back to Bradford so me and Emmie could start planning the funrel plans. I am trying not to cry or throw up right now.

"I love you Emmie and Toby."

"Love ya too Zayn and Toby" Emmie said.

"Love you mum and dad."

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