Bangtan's girls || a BTS FAN FICTION

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I used to sneak out all the time when I was living BTS. I know this whole area like the back of my hand. I would spend my nights roaming around sitting at the park or anything really. At this point the only thin that mattered was getting back there, a place I could call home... Hopefully. Now that I think about it the boys worked for him, they must have been loyal the way they looked at him when he came for a 'visit'. I stopped at the park near bye their apartment, I need to think. sitting at the rusty old bench looking at myself and blood covered clothes. I didn't even feel any regret or remorse for murdering him, he deserved everything that was coming to him. Moreover I needed to find a place for Isla and I to stay if the boys won't let me stay. " Ugh, It doesn't even matter if they'll accept me or not. I just want out of these bloody clothes" I stood up off of the bench and turned to look at their apartment complex.

" They probably aren't even up, it's probably only 2 in the morning. " I kept making up stupid excuses not to go. I'm scared, I don't want them to look at me in disgust. I hate to admit it but the time I spent there in their home was the best i've had in 12 years. Being shot out of the house at 8 years old mean't I had to learn quickly how to defend myself and get money. I was taken in by a kind ( or so it seemed ) old lady. She owned a flower shop, she had me working the day after. Don't get me wrong I didn't hate it, She promised me a pay and gave me somewhat edible food. It lasted about 3 years before I had, had enough. I was done, The woman was a witch in disguise, I got sick multiple times because she would put rat poison in my food or put windex in my juice. It was only when I caught her that it came to physical violence, not wanting to hurt an older woman i refrained from protecting myself, to be honest it was better than throwing up everyday from the chemicals put in my food. My last day there I had made a plan, I grabbed the money that I had managed to save all these years in addition to stealing a little from her now and then. I had planned to escape when she went to the grocery store just like every Saturday, It didn't end to well on my part seeing as when I tried to escape she walked through the door claiming to have forgotten her grocery list. She spotted me struggling to open the window rucksack on my back, taking heavy paces she made it to my in 7 steps. Finally having gotten the window open I tried fitting out just to pulled back inside the house by the collar of my shirt. " Trying to leave I see, hahahahaha. Take better precautions next time sweetie, because the punishment for this sin is excruciatingly painful and unforgettable. " She cackled dragging me by the arm to the kitchen where the meat knives were situated beside the sink. Without thinking I pulled her leg out from under her causing her to fall and hit her head on the counter. she fell to the floor unconscious. I shook off the feeling of guilt and grabbed my bag that lay on the floor, running to the window and jumping out hoping to forget all of my problems once i'm gone from this hell.

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I've been looking at their apartment door for half an hour now not having any courage to knock. By now it must be close to 4 o'clock, " Come on Areum, stop being such a pussy and knock on the door. Your a strong independent woman and you need a shower! Let's go" I whispered trying to hype myself up to knocking on the door. i jumped a little raising my hand up to knock then having second thoughts " Nope!! not doing it" I walked away from the door down the hall to the elevators. " But I smelllllll!! Urrghghgh! " I stood there for a good ten minutes just staring at the elevator button not really doing anything just stalling time. " Okay.. I'll go, i'll go,'ll go" I kept chanting as I walked up the hall. Arriving at the door I knocked quickly and loudly so I wouldn't have to do it again.

I heard loud footsteps from inside the dorm, along with some incoherent mumbling. the door opened revealing and angry barefaced Jin, " Who the fuck knocks on someone's do- Areum? AREUM!! HOLY SHIT YOU'RE ALIVE!!!" He pulled me into the dorm a big smile plastered to his face. Lightly pushing me to the couch he ran around waking everyone up having a hard time waking up Jungkook and Yoongi, but eventually every one walked into the living room each giving me first a surprised/shocked expression and then one that looked relieved. the last person to walk in with jin was the one i've been looking forward to seeing for a while. " UNNIE!!!!" She screamed running from Jin's grasp and jumping onto my lap, " Eww unnie you smell, when was the last time you showered, and why do you have blood all over your clothes and hands?? " I just smiled. " To get back to you unnie had to do something bad. I hope you'll forgive me, I hope you'll all forgive me. " I said looking around at all of them, they gave me questioning looks, probably really confused and wanting to know what happened when I was gone. I patted her head and told her to go to bed because I would still be here in the morning she nodded hugging me once more and walked tiredly to her bedroom.

As soon as she left the boys raided me with questions. " calm down please, one a a time so I can answer it properly.

Jk- Where did he take you?

A- It was a small shack near the Incheon airport

J- how did you get away?

A- I had to do something very bad.

Y- What do you mean by 'bad'

A- I-I had to kill him...

all of them - WTF how?? he's fucking strong??

A- You aren't mad??

NJ- Nah Nah He's a major asshole we only worked for the money even though it wasn't that good.

H- YEAH!! We hated him so much!!! We almost planned to kill him ourselves! good job by the way.

All of them- HOBI!!

NJ- For fuck sakes man, can you never keep a secret!

HS- Sorry dude it just slipped out. You know how I get when i'm excited.

A- Sorry to interrupt but can I shower, I have a dead guy's blood on me and I haven't showered for days.

They laughed, " Of course go ahead Areum-ah " Jin chuckled looking at my trashed clothing.

I ran to the bathroom, and stripped as soon as I closed and locked the door.

starting the faucet in the shower, and jumping into the hot water. I might have enjoyed this a bit more if I hadn't just killed someone. Shaking it off I finished up washing myself and changed into some Jimin's old clothes seeing as his were the only ones that fit, and I couldn't find any of my clothes which probably means that asshole took everything I owned when he came for me.

I came out of the bathroom after changing, all the lights were off and the only thing I could hear was snoring throughout the dorm.

" I guess my shower was longer than expected. " I turned to go and lay on the couch. When I felt someones hands on my shoulder, instantly My whole body went stiff. " Don't be afraid of me I just want to talk. " He spoke, his deep voice like silk in my ears. he set me down slowly on the couch he was treating me as if I was porcelain doll. He sat across from me it was so dark but I could still almost see the outline of his perfect face. " I missed you so much " he whispered, " I was only gone for about a week " he scoffed and pulled my body into his. " That doesn't matter, I know he did bad things to you and i'm extremely sorry that I couldn't help you. " I shook my head, " It's fine, I escaped and thats all that matters, also i'm here with you. " caressing my cheek slowly with his palm, His hands seems so big on my face. " I'm glad you're safe". he closed the gap between us and placed his soft lips on mine. finally for the first time in many years I felt safe.