pregnant with harry styles book 1

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I wonder why Emas acting so .... Strange lately when I would mention Rashon.

Does she not like him? She did just a couple days ago.

I was determine to find out what was bothering my daughter. I hate seeing her like this.

"Ema baby? I need to talk to you." "Kay mama." She gestured her hands in the air for me to pick her up. I picked her up and brought her over to our bed. "What's wrong? And do not lie to me. You know I don't like you lying." She wouldn't look me straight in the eye. "No mama. I fine." I knew she was lying.

"I'm serious. Don't lie to me EMA KEITH STYLES!" She still wouldn't look me in my eye. "Ema?" I said that a little smoother. "yes mama?"

"Did Rashon do anything to you? Hurt you in anyway?" I hated to think that Rashon would do something to hurt Ema. He loves her. But when it comes to my Ema everybody's a suspect. "No mama. Rashon did nothing."

I have a feeling in my gut she's lying. Mothers insinct?

I walked out and went into the kitchen. Damn I really needed a cigarette right now... I got some in my car! I walked out the apartment and locked the door. I walked down the stairs and into my car.

There we go.. I walked back into our apartment and walked out to the balcony. It wasnt a nice view or anything special. It was just somewhere I could get away from everything just for a bit.

I started smoking and already I was coming down. Until I thought about Ema. Why wasnt she acting happy towards me anymore!?

I broke down crying. I hate that she was hiding something from me. Doesn't she trust me? I would never hurt her. I just wanted her to talk to me. To tell me the truth. I could tell in her eyes everything wasnt fine with her.

I walked back into the apartment and saw my little angle sleeping so peacefully. Her thumb in her mouth. Her slight snores.... I would die for this little girl.

I got into bed and drifted off to sleep. I had a big day tomorrow.

Rashon came. I told him to follow me into the kitchen.

"What's up?"

"What's wrong with Ema? Did you do something!?"

"No! Why?"

"because that morning when I left her with you she was fine. And when I come home she's all sad and quiet. SHE'S NEVER QUITE."

"Taylor. Tay. I swear I never did anything to her. And if I did I'll sit down with her and ask her if I did okay?"

I nodded my head.

Rashon picked Ema up and she instantly looked at me with those big beautiful eyes.

"Mama! Pwese don't leave me! I sowwy! Don leave me mama!" It broke my heart to walk away from Ema. I wanted to cry. "Shh baby. Mama will be back very soon. Maybe even Rashon will let you come visit me at work."

she started screaming at the top of her lungs. It reminded me of when she was first born.

-flash back

"waaaaaa. Waaaaaa" I was stressed out. So much.

I didnt know what to do! I just became a mother. A single on on top of that.

"Ema.. Please stop crying. I tried feeding you, beeping you, changing you diaper, silly faces. WHAT DO YOU WANT?"

"waaaaaaaa. Waaaaaaaa" I was about to have a nervous breakdown. I was scared. "Why don't you like me?" I picked her up and started rocking her. Her cries slowed and gotten quite. "That's all mommys baby wanted? Was to be held?"

~ end of flashback

"Shh baby Ema. It's okay." Rashon was really good with her. She just didn't quite down.

I didn't have the strength to pick her up. If I did. I'd never leave ask I had to leave.

I walked out the Building and still heard Ema screaming and crying her eyes out. It felt like 10 people were pulling me back to stay with Ema until I had to work. But I couldn't.

I needed to let harry know I'm fine without him. I'm actually not but I couldn't just let him barge into Ema and my life and act like 1 bug family.

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I couldn't finish the ending i want because I'm busy right now but there will be another update tonight .. Hopefully