dopamine || foah

finn wolfhard loves me

(not based off of a song)

finn's pov;

we're going out to eat tonight with the cast, and i'm going to try to sit by noah.
i'm not actually terrified to sit next to my crush tonight. wow.
i'm usually too shy to sit near him, but i don't want to make it obvious that i'm too scared to sit near him, plus, i can see his eyes better that way.

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i just sat to the cutest boy on earth

he seemed a little startled that i'm so close to him, i hope i'm not bothering him.

time seemed to go by so fast, we ordered, everyone teased me a bit for being so shy when i ordered, we talked, we ate, we talked some more, and then dinner was over.

when i sat down, millie gave noah a weird look, like he was hiding something from me. it made me kind of nervous, because after dinner he said he wanted to talk to me about something, but never said what.

noah's pov;

oh my god, finn wolfhard sat next to me.
i know it probably meant nothing, but he stared at me a lot tonight. i guess that's a good sign.

when he sat next to me, millie gave me this look, and i think he saw. i hope he didn't notice anything.

after dinner, i tried to talk to him about how i liked boys, but i couldn't get any words out. i need to tell him about it. millie knows, caleb knows, gaten knows, but he doesn't. i feel bad that he doesn't, since we're so close.
i decided to text him, getting straight to the point that i liked boys. i sent him a whole paragraph about it, and didn't give him any warning.
he texted me back.

noah, it's completely fine that you're gay. there's nothing wrong about it, and it doesn't change my opinion about you. to be honest, i've been confused myself lately, maybe you could help me out? please don't feel like it's bad, or that you should be ashamed. if i were you, i wouldn't be ashamed one bit. you're a wonderful person and i love you, noah schnapp.

i started to cry when reading the text, because i was terrified that he hated me. but it was the opposite. he was like me. he called me wonderful. he said he loved me. finn wolfhard loves me.