(hello my name is Alex i am five years old child who is very.. dark... anyways i live with my mom but not my dad, he left me when i was born.. but when he left... my mom came depressed when i got older, she became a druggie person and a abuser...)
Alex pov
I took off my glasses and rubbed my eyes, I heard screaming from my mom's room again, this is the fourth night i keep on hearing screaming or.. other stuff.
its probably becaused the man know what she was doing by now, she was using them for money and to buy more of her "treats". she never told me what they really are but i know!. "FUCK U WHORE" the man shouted, i heard whining from my mom "U CHEATED ON ME!!". he left quickly.
i sigh happliy and half sadly, i quickly go check on her. poor woman, not knowing what to do with her life.. what ashmed.
"mom are u ok???"
"no.." she said as she grabbed a cigar and lit it up.
i coughed "mom that's bad for u..."
"i don't care.. now go play with your friends"
"..." i stayed slient.
she look at me and grin, she puffed on my face and i gaged. she chuckle, "your sad and now your mad??? are u bipolar??" i mutter quitely. but she heard me "i take medicas for it...".
she glare at me "why did i had u... oh yeah, your farther wanted u... why did i give u life..." she questioned. i gluped "becasued god d-" i shut my mouth quickly "GOD, god not even real alex." she said harshly.
i nodded quickly and walk away as she smoke more. i grabbed my door knob and look back at her " i hope you kill yourself..." i said with a sharp grin. than i went in my room thinking. well she ever change her lifestyle and spend more time with me instead of fucking more guys.. or will she be the same... and if she is.. than i'll kill her. i smirk as i closed my eyes and fell asleep.
(she is still five in this story)
anyways i hope u guys like!!!!!
