Alex was growing in pain or in anger. she was now 9 in 1990. Alex grabbed her school supplies and sigh heavily
"mom, what time will u pick me up???"
"pick u up?, alex u walk home".
Alex froze and stare into her morther eye. "mom.... u know this is my first day of school.. and all my life u drove me to school and back..", her mom rolled her eye and walk away not caring for her daughter. Alex looked at aside thinking a moment, she than sigh and walked out of the houes.
Alex look at her elementary school, she smile weakly ".. you'll be fine Alex... just don't be a freak.." she said to herself, she look around for her friends.
quickly she was tackled by someone, she groans in pain but chuckles " whats sup nick", the brown hair boy frown, he was thin and had big round black eyes. he was a nice person to Alex. "how the heck did u know it was me?" he asked, she shrugs "i don't know really" she replied, she pushed him off and got up to brush herself.
"how was summer nick?"
he shrugs "it was fine.. yours?"
Alex look away and frown "fucking hell"
"my Alex, your only 8 and your cussing.. i hope this isn't an additiact.."
she frowns sadly knowing it was true. she was cussing when she was seven. she look at nick with her chocolate brown eyes as she fix her glasses. "don't worry nick... i won't cuss this year." she promised, nick look at her trying to see if she was telling the truth. he sighed happily and smiled "alright, i believe u.. whereas Matthew and the others?" he asked glancing everywhere for him.
Alex looks around and look back at nick "i didn't see him while i was walking to school". Nick look down and look back at Alex "ok" he look down at his sleeve and pulled it down, he had a watch and look at the time "8:56.. geez i hope him and the others are ok" he said a little worry as the bell ranged and some of the children growled and groan. she sigh and look at nick "well lets go.." he nodded and walk to class. she followed.
"good morning class, i hope all of you had a great summer. now let's get to know each other and make new friends!" the fourth-grade teacher said cheerfully as nick, Alex and the other kids went to there seat. Alex looks at her new teacher. he was a kind man with a great personally.
"excuse me what's your name teach?" a boy asked and raised an eyebrow
the teacher look at the boy and smiled "well, Mr.Mark. my name is Mr.nickole" he said and smiled. mark glare at Mr.nickole than rolled his eyes.
Mr. Nickole simply chuckles and went to his seat. "now class, I know its your first day of school. it can be scary but nice at the same time". the classed look at him and rasied an eyebrow.
"how can it be "Scary and nice" at the same time?" alex asked and everyone eyes turn to her.
Mr.Nickole smiled a little and look at her "well-.." he thinks, she chuckle slightly
"you don't know.. sad" alex said
"no. i do know but i don't know what to say.. i heard some things about you miss.Alex.. you're a troubled kid.. if you ever do anything in here bad then there will be consequences understand?" he said. she shiver as he heard him and some id laugh softly, she nodded slowly "y-yes sir" she said. nick look at her and shook his head softly like "don't speak".
after a few hours mof school the bell rang for lunch. Mr.Nickole dismissed them "but not alex.." he said, alex froze and dropped her pecile softly on to her table and look at him. everone left, her hear was racing.
Alex pov
I was getting nevers, i din't even do anything wrong this whole day, well expect this mroinging but still!. i glare at him "what do you want? did i do anything wrong?" i asked he smile softly and look at me.
"nope, i just want to talk to you that's all!"
"ok?"
"now,alex your third grade teacher told me.. things about you.. how you" he stopped.
'oh- bout me trying kill myself?" i asked not afarida to say it.
his eyes grew impressed by my actions. "and you don't care? do you have any idea your havin-" i stopped him "don't say shit. lifes sucks" i said putting my head down and gritted my teeth. Mr.nickole gasped soflty "alexs.." he said, i a little scared or whatever. i simply get up and put my hand together "now, i shall go and eat huh Mr.nickole?" i asked with a smirk, he nodded slowly and i left. he stare at me like i was crazy.
i walked to nick table, all my friends was there. we got matt (or a.a.k. Matthews), gigi, benny, nick, and myself. i sat next to nick, Gigi look at me and smile soflty "so what happend?" she asked courirsed like always. "nothing really.." i said. Benny just looks at me munching on his ham sandwich and raised an eyebrow, Nick glare at me than look down. Matt look at me and sigh "ok.. anyways i guess what i saw yesterday!" matt said happily, Benny look at i'm "what is it??" he asked still chewing on his food. Matt cringe and sigh "well- i just got a slushie!" he said happily. everyone laughed and so did i. i love my friends.
school ended and quickly everyone ran and pushed everyone, as for me i was one of them i fell on the ground of school fake ass grass, i sigh and got up and quickly ran to my house. i stopped and grabbed the door knob and froze.
"why are u here toby?"
"came to see my child" a smooth and dark voice said.
my eye grew and quickly i put my backpack down and unzipped it still listing to the converstian. i grabbed my little knife and open the door quickly "WHAT THE HE-dad.." i said looking at him as my knife fell on the ground
