Chapter 9 forgiveness

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by JuliahNash

by JuliahNash

While I was hugging Yerin I saw Namjoon looking at us in a weird way, I don't know why but it's kind of creepy.

Namjoon's POV
How can she forgive a slut like her, but not me?
Well I want (Y/N) back so I wanted to talk to her for a while outside so I called her over

(Y/N) POV
Namjoon called me over to talk outside "(Y/N) you already know that the picture was a lie so will you give me another chance, please I need you (girl) in my life please come back to me" he said "But you broke my heart and I don't think I can" I said while tears starts to form in my eyes " I promise that I won't hurt anymore but if I do I'm sorry" "Promises are made to be broken" I said, didn't even realized that I was crying, he whipped my tears with his thumb " I know but this promise will never be broken, well except when I break it with my fist" I laugh at he's stupid joke " do you promise" "I promise to god" "then yes I want you back" then we hugged each other "oh I have to tell you something" he said with a smile " WHAT IS IT!"I said in excitement "Well I got in this group now we're super famous a-" I cut him off "YOU'RE IN A SUPER FAMOUS GROUP" "yes now as I was saying I got(7) in the group and they're finding top 7 girls to be in another group and so that's why I'm asking you to be one of them" I got really excited "really" "yes really" " sure thing so what will I have to do" I said " first things first is that you have to join then audition so you can be in it" I was confused "what do you mean audition?" "You have to sing and dance and show your talent" he explained to me "ohh ok well when is it?" "It's next month so better pick a song and make up your own dance or just copy another dance it's totally fine" I gave him a thumbs up "ok thanks I have to practice see ya later" I said waving to him

The day of the auddition
So today is the day of the auddition and I'm pretty pumped up.

I went inside the auddition room I recognize 3 faces here, I didn't know Fatima will join too, I went up to her and tapped on her shoulder and she turned around, she got shocked "(Y/N) I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE HERE "she said with a wide smile and I giggled "I didn't see you for so long well let me show you to my friends (ex best friends)" I said walking to Maha and Sophia " hi guys long time no see" when I got there in got a big hug from Maha and of course I hugged her too, I really missed Maha she was my first friend, my first shoulder to cry on when I'm depressed, and I missed her hugs "(Y/N) I didnt know you were here and who is she?" She pointed at Fatima "YAH don't point and she's Fatima she was in our school" I said " oh yeah Fatima meet Sophia And Maha, and both of you meet Fatima " I continued "Annyeonghaseyo" they all said "well what are you going to dance?" All they said is "Boombayah by black pink" at the same time and that was mine too " so why don't we be a group" I said "Maha why don't you be Jennie, Sophia you will be Rose, Fatima you be Lisa and I'll be Jisoo" I said "deal" they said it at the same time.

The 3 girls that just performed were amazing I think they're names were Joy, Mikaella and Shekinah, they were absolutely amazing well it's our turn, it's now or never guys wish us luck

Whew we are done so the next girls performed.

After all the performances
So now they're going to pick the top seven girls "so the first girl will be................ FATIMA" the manager said we were all clapping and I was soo proud "Congratulations Fatima" we all hugged her "so next one is..............JOY" he said then we clapped " next is...............MIKAELLA " he said the we clapped again "next is...........SOPHIA" He said then we hugged again "so I'm getting tired of this so I'll just call them all but that last one will be hard, the others are Maha,Shekinah,and hmmm" I was getting nervous "and Kylie" I felt like crying cuz I can't spend time with me friends, tears were forming in my eyes then I ran out the room still crying, well at least they'll have FUN, without me.

Maha's POV
I felt so sad and angry that I came up to the manager " please sir give (Y/N) another chance please " I begged "I'm sorry but we don't give chances anymore" I was so mad that I ran out the hallway finding (Y/N) while is was crying, my heart will break "(Y/N)!!!" I screamed then I heard sobbing inside a empty room I peeked through the room and there is see a crying (Y/N) right in front of my eyes, I feel like crying too but I have to be a strong friend" (Y/N) I know it's hard but please I'm sorry" I said holding back my tears.

Your POV
"It's not your fault Maha, you deserve to be in that place maybe I wasn't good enough like you" I said still hugging my feet "and I know that you deserved that place too" she said almost about to cry" Maha I know your crying but you can't change the past, the past is the past and you can't change it, you can't change anything" I said facing her with my puffy red eyes "I know I can't change it but I can change the future" she screamed while crying " I'm sorry but you have to go meet up with the girls you need them more than me cuz you are important to them but not me" I said crying even harder "don't say those kind of shit (Y/N) will you,you are the whole world to me and even though Jimin is mine, you are also mine I love so much (I don't if that's true)" she said while hugging me and I hugged her back " you better go They need you and always know that I here to support you I'll come with you back it the room okay?" I said standing up "okay" she said still hugging me.

We went back to the room and I see happy faces " why are you all smiling like that" I said a little bit annoyed and the manager came up to me "(Y/N) I made a mistake and you are the last one who will join the group" I felt like crying tears of joy but I don't have any left, I looked at Maha also shocked about it " why did you change your mind?" I ask the manager "well I found out the Kylie was a bitch so I said that we should give up on her and they chose you to be in the group" he point at them "thank you guys" giving them the biggest hug " you guys mean the world to me" "so let a vote who is the leader, one by one let's say they're name" I looked at Fatima "I choose you (pikachu)" I nodded next was Joy " I pick Fatima" next was Shekinah " Fatima" next Sophia" Fatima" next was Maha "you" then all the others chose Fatima " So our leader is Fatima" then we all clapped except for Fatima.

It was quite funny looking at her

-----------------------------------whew I thought that you can't make it on the group but I was wrong,I hope you like the chapter and sorry for the long update see next time