Instead of typing this song again bc something went wrong it is the songpup top
So this is after the song ended
You can sing amd play guitar but noe besides Cheryl amd jason know
Your pov
Clap clap clap clap
"That was amazing y/n" "Yeah i didn't know you could sing babe" "Yaeh thanks guysbut uh i gotta zayn" "whoa where are you going you gotta tell us why you didn't tell us you could sing" "u-uh um i ah i gotta " i rushed downstairs grabbed my laptop,my chargers,my phone,and my hover board and ruched to my Lamborghini i drove out of the mansion's garage amd drove to sweet water river i put my finger to unlock it i pressed contacts i typed in C and Cheryl i pressed her contact and called "H-hey um can i come over for a while" "yeah yeah sure baby" "thank you um can we talk about why im running when we get there " "of course y/n i love you" "i love you too Cheryl ill be there in 10 im at sweet water river " " our spot" of course my darling" "ok bye babe " "bye prinessá" i drove to Thornhill i grabned my phone and texted Cheryl "im here let me in" "k" the gate openedand i drove through i park outside the door grab everything and walk in i go upstairs to Cheryl's room "hey babe " i said walking in "hey put your stuff anywhere " "k" "so i was singing our song when everyone was home and then they heard me and singing an-and then they started asking a bunch of questions and i got anxious and i started having a panic attack and then i tried to leave and archie grabbed my arm and it made things so so so so much worse and brought back so many things that i can't handle all at once and i had to leave chry i couldn't be there any more and it hurt so much to leave but i had too " i said i leaned in and captured her lips "y/n your vulnerable i cant do this to you but i wanna take your mind off of things for a while " " chry this will take my mind of off things for a while " i kissed her again she moaned as i sucked her neck i took the chance and stuck my tounge in her mouth she started unbuttoning my flannel while i took off her sweatshirt knowing she would only being in a bra and panties i took off my pants and then kissed her again we then fell on the bed and she unclasped my bra as my friends came in her room with wide eyes when they saw us "uh hey guys" "NO DONT HEY GUUS US YOU RAN OUT TO HAVE SEX WITH CHERYL DAMMIT " Archie yelled at you and by this time you were crying and jason and Cheryl were by your side comforting you "I N-n-n -e-ed out of h-ere
P-PLEASE let me go" "NO WE ARE NOT LETTING YOU RUN AWAY AGAIN " LET M-ME THE H-HELL GO ARCHIE" i yelled and Cheryl held me back suddenly i started having flash backs
*flashback
"Hey sis can you come here really quick" "yeah sure"i said walking in my stepbroth's room he locked the door "what are you doing" "dont worry this wont hurt" he pinned my arms above my head and started kissing me "stop" "please" "no " he unbuttoned my shirt and took of his shorts he stuck himself in side my and kept going in amd out until he had cum he pulled his shorts up amd his friends walked in and did the same thing
*end of flashback
I started feeling dizzy and i heard Cheryl saying my name then every thing went back then i had a flashback similar to the other one i woke up to cold water being dumped on me "babe it was so bad he was there everyone of them were there amd my dad did nothing to help he just joined them again and i-it h-hurt so so bad they were all there and it hurt s-so much and i cant take it anymore i have been having the dreams again and it was like he real thing all over again alex calling me in his room him having a hold of my arms his friends coming in to joining him,alex not going to jail along with his friends he comes back next week Cheryl and i keep feeling like that is going to happen again him calling his friends him calling me asking to help him him rapeing me all over again with his friends and dad and it hurts so fucking much to tell anyone i went crazy holding this in for so long that it hurt so much more than the physical abuse he also did i cut i didnt eat i was just getting back to normal and this had happend 2 years ago i had just started being happy again and i feel like when he comes back he is just going to tear that all down and it scares me so much that i will bpuy a new mansion somewhere else when he is there i will let him have that and everything in it for him to leave me alone for onve he called me while he was gone i blocked every unknown number in my phone when suddenly i got a text from my mom but it wasnt her it was him she was tied to a chair with a sign that say 'im back and ready to play again' and it acared nme so much i left and went to find hethe week i told i was with Veronica i was lookingfor my mom i finally found her where it all started the anxiety attacks the pain tje scars my lif my relationships everything lead to the one place that it all started the house he rapeme in in his old room it looked the same ya know i felt so dizzy i almost fell i got to my mom and untied her she held onto me for life she could barley walk she couldn't speak she i rushed her to the hospital she was paralyzed she fell asleep amd sliped into a coma and it was all because of alex i hated him so much i called the cops i told them he raped me but he didnt go to jail on the way out he stopped me and said 'im coming back for you' and i want it all to be over Cheryl this pain hurts so much" you ended and then you notice your friendsare still there "y/n im so sorry we didnt know " archie said "yeah i knowthat is the point i didn't want anyone feeling sorry for me"
