Chapter 40

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<><><>Jocelyne's POV<><><>

I look around to see pure whiteness all around me. Where the fuck am I? I hear voices, and see distant figures, but no matter how far I walk or run to them, they just keep getting farther and farther away. I hear Fill talking, and then Seto and Jordan. My Jordan. Then..wait..Her? Sam? What?!?! I thought she was dead!  

-Flashback-

"I can't fucking take this shit! My mom hates your parents, my dad killed himself! The only three people who care fr me are Jerome, Rachel and you! There's a slight possibility that your friends might care, but they probably don't! I don't give a fuck anymore. I'm leaving. Good-bye." Sam says, as she walks out the front door, running into the forest near us. My cousin....she just...We lost..The only other family member that actually gets me....How did my life go from great to the horrible?! 

"Jerome....What are we going to do? What will we tell her parents or our parents for that matter? They're going to kill us! They loved her more than they loved us! Come on. We need to find her." I tell Rachel and Jerome as we walk out the door, on the hunt for my cousin.After a few years, we lost Jerome. Not as in he died, he just....walked in a different direction and we still are looking. I hope we can forget this..

-Flashback End- 

She's alive! Where was she this whole time? I need to wake up. For Jordan. For Sam. For my brother. My sister. My friends. They need me. I try to wake up from this terrible nightmare, but nothing works. I try and try, to no prevail. 

"GUYS!!" I yell, trying to see if the figures I see can hear me. Nothing.

"GUYS! HELP ME!!" I yell again, this time louder. Yet again, nothing. No response. No movement. There're probably just figures of my imagination. Hallucinations.God damn. Nothing ever goes right with me. I just....want to live a normal life again. Tyler, Jasmine, Fill, not existing, and being able to have my boyfriend and friends all together, not getting kidnapped all the time. (A/N Oh gawd...I'm breaking the fourth wall again!) Just...a normal life. I can't have that though..Can I? I can't just sit in my living room without a fear of someone breaking through my open window and taking me, just to be saved two days later...No. I can't. I have to live a life where I'm always afraid...where I'm just a pawn in this game called Life. (A/N and there goes the fourth wall.)But...maybe I can. What if...We actually killed them all. Just lived a worry free life for once. We won't be able to...Jennie's dead, Sydney, Mitch, and Tyler are probably sad with that, meaning the rest of the group is sad for them, and no one will be able to do anything productive. 

"I JUST WANT MY JORDAN AND FAMILY BACK!" I yell out in anger, having a sudden sharp pain in my head. What's going on? (A/N Bold means Zero,  plain means Jocelyne's thoughts back.)

I'm back bitch. 

What are you doing here Zero?

What do you mean 'here'? I'm just controlling your mind. As normal, you can't do any fucking thing about it. 

You. Little...

What? Go ahead. Say it. I don't give a shit. I can kill you any time I wanted to, but it's against master's orders. 

I give up trying to talk to her, and just let her speak with out me replying. I'm left alone wih my thoughts again. Yay. I hear a familiar voice in the distance. I walk closer to where the noise is coming from, to find yet another figure. *Sigh* I will never get out of this place. It reminds of something....Limbo! God that game sucked. It was odd....I don't want to be in that...

"JORDAN!!!" I yell, trying to get anyone or anything to hear me. Nothing. Looks like I'm stuck forever in this black hole of figures, voices and Zero. Help me please. I....don't know how long I can take this...

~~~~~Author's Notes~~~~~

Hai. It's Jennie here, as you can see. I updated the moment I got home. So, ya....BAI!!!

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