Her Voice || 박지민

서른. ♥

"Jimin wait!" Jijoon called but Jimin didn't turn as he walk ahead. It was raining so hard and only two of them at the park.

"P-please," she whispered as he stopped, tears falls down on his cheek.

"W-why?" Jimin asked, "just why?"

"I-I-" she couldn't find the right word to explain everything to him.

"WHY?!" he yelled making her flinched at his raised voice. He never been this angry with anyone before especially to the girl that he loves the most.

He turn around with his red eyes, he's been crying, trying not to show her how broken he is.

"Jimin.." she was crying too, after she called him several times.

"Tell me why you do this? Making me hurt like this? Do you know how much I really wanted to know who is JJ as in the myterious girl. It turns out it was you all along. I didn't mind who but you lied to me," he demanded an answer from her, "tell me Jijoon."

She was too scared to spilled it, "you know that it's hurts me the more I see you, then te-" he was cutted by Jijoon's sudden outburst.

"I WAS AFRAID THAT YOU WILL RESENT ME FOR BEING HER!" she blurted out everything that keeping inside her, "I was a selfish coward that I never wanted to tell you about the mysterious girl yet the whole truth was it was me all along," she stuttered on her explaination as she hiccuped.

"I shouldn't accept your proposals in the first place but my selfish heart prevented me to, I'm so sorry Jimin, I didn't mean to hurt you in the first place, leave me here and don't turn back," she finally said as her legs gave up and sat in the pathway but Jimin just stood there, processing her words.

They both already drenched with rainwater, no one dare to speak another word.

- 2 days ago -

Jimin wanted to meet Jijoon while bringing a present for her. He walks towards their dance studio but then he stopped as soon as he held the doorknob.

"Jijoon, you should tell him the truth," it was Taehyung's voice, he wondered as he stop whatever he's doing and kept listening to their conversation.

"I don't want to," she replied as Jimin raised his eyebrows in curiousity. He wanted to burst in to make her spilled the word but his body won't let him.

"Until when? When he heard this, he will be hurt in the end if he found out by himself," Raemi voice echoed in the room.

"The fact that you're JJ as the mysterious girl that Jimin been looking for and you just kept silent, never bothered telling him the truth," it was Namjoon turn to spoke as Jimin gasped silently, didn't believe what he heard.

The girl that he's looking for, the one that he used to hate turn into friends then lovers. All of it was Jijoon all along.

His hands were shaking, didn't believe the ugly truth. Tears came out as he gritted his teeth, feeling mixed emotions. Angry? disappointed? Scared? Who knows?

He realised it when he remembered when he saw Jijoon's guitar, he seen it at the wedding ceremony. Then another day that he realised that when Raemi said that she's gone, but instead he met Jijoon on his way, it was her the whole time. One time when the myterious girl talks for the first time, her voice is really familliar and she also talks about someone that she cared, it was for Seojoon all along. It all make sense now.

"Please tell me it's all a dream," he whispered as he heard another voice.

"Jijoon please, I'm saying this because I don't want you both getting hurt. It's been a month in a half, you still kept your stubborn head not to tell him," Raemi said again as Jimin can't bear to hear this conversation anymore.