Rescued by the dark

A new page in my story:

"Mr..." I moved
"Mr. Vernon..." I tried to open my eyes
"Mr. Vernon wake up it's just a dream!" I opened my eyes.
I looked around and saw that I wasn't in this hell that I was dreaming of, I was in my room, on my bed, there is no blood or dirt or noises around me, I was safe.

I looked at my right to see a familiar face in front of my room door, he smiled at me but I didn't smile bake, I can't smile after what happened four years ago, and he knows better than anyone why.

"Good morning Mr. Vernon, I see that you had some troubles, would you like to take rest for today?" He asked looking concerned, but I know, I know that it's fake, like his smile, his happiness, his sadness, everything is fake, I know better than anyone why.
I, now, feel something on my forehead and it's annoyingly makes my hair sticking to it, i put my hand there and felt the cold liquide up on my forehead, i looked  around and see that it was morning.

I set bake on my bed and breathed deeply, i looked at Joseph with cold eyes, then i shifted my gaze to the white fluffy fur lying on the floor and i smiled, a real smile, and then i called it:

  " Snow! come here body!" i clapped my hands and he responded, he jumped on my bed then start licking me and i patted on his head and scratched him behind his left ear and he leaned his head on, then, Joseph cleaned his throat to get my attention, I glared at him then said " Good morning Joseph, what is in the schedules today? " I asked not bothering to look at him and kept playing with snow, I heard the sound of the lock of the iPad, then he said:

" well, you have an appointment with Mr Anderson in the office, then you need to go get measured for your uniform, after a lunch with the representatives of the chinese company you'll have to go to Residential complex of your new college to take a look at your new penthouse, and lastly you will have dinner at the main mansion, between this you are free." he locked his iPad again, sighing, i get out of my bed snow after me i looked around my room then I mumbled: "it was definitely a dream.".

I walk out of my bed straight to the bathroom, before I reached the door I asked him: "Did you find anything new this time?".

He blankly responded: " No mr. , nothing interesting yet.".

I nodded my head, then continued my way to my bath, I opened the warm water, then I took my clothes off, and went inside the shower, as soon as the warm filling submerged me, the dream get back to my head. I want to know who did this to me, what did I did wrong to deserve it, for years i asked my self, again and again and I never found the answer, I promised myself that if I ever did find him in the future, and I will, I'll ask him that, then I'll erase his existence.

I finished my shower and wore my sport gear then i walked back to my room, i saw him still there, i told him that i was going for a run and that i need my breakfast ready when i get back then i went on my track.

I run for a long time, i need to get that dream out of my head, i need to have my focus today, but i can't, that time was the worst time in my life, it was the time when i sold my body and soul to the devil for cheap, the time when i knew that good does not exist, that good is just a myth, there is no good, no angels, no haven, the is only monsters in this world, if it wasn't for the darkness, i would have been dead like a rate, i hate to say it but if it wasn't for Joseph i would be gone.

I was drowning deep in my thugs that i didn't see where i was going, i stopped and take out my phone to look at the map, i realised that i ran longer then what I expected and I had to go back to the resident.

I was sitting on the breakfast table when I had a sudden urge to ask Joseph, I looked at him studying his face, when you look at him you don't think of a monster, with his dark hair and eyes that makes his profile looks mysterious, everything about him is perfect; his perfectly styled hair, and perfectly shaped body, and his smile that makes everyone fall in his charms, but it's all fake.

I looked at him standing across the room, then I cleared my throat then I asked " did you find anything new about the two cases?" Then I continued eating.

" not really master, the evidence are really few and there is no witnesses unfortunately, but I am making some progress, and I am trying my best not to be obvious to others, master".

"That's good for now, we don't want to end this game so soon, we need to be patients." I told him, not looking up from my plate.

I finished eating ,then I went to get ready for today's journey.

In my closet, I was searching for a suit when I found an old photo of my family and I, happily posing in our garden waiting for the photographer to take it, i was so eager to eat the dessert that our chef had made, it was my favorite lime pie and a homeMade vanilla sorbet, I missed it so much, and I missed the happy home I was living in with my parents and the lovely made that was my second mom, also the gardener that was in love with her, and who made me there personal messenger, and the chef that was always able to know how to get me to eat.

Also my lovely mum that wasn't able to hate anyone even the family members that were mocking her because she wasn't from a well known family, and the people who tried to take my handsome dad from her multiple times but never succeeded because my dad was head over heals in love with her, I was the luckiest child in the world, our mansion as big as it was, it was filled with love and happiness, everywhere there is love, respect and loyalty, or that what I thought.

I lost everything, every meaningful thing in my life, in one night, that's all what it takes to loose everything.

I can't love anymore, I don't want to love, love is the worst word that I can come up with. Trust, trust is my sin, I trusted the light ones, but it betrayed me, now I'm all alone in the dark, walking who knows where, trying to find the light again, but Nothing is there, so, i did the only thing that I can do, to accept my destiny, and trace my own way, but with the help of the darkness.