Can't I just have someone?
Someone to lean on. Someone that will care and I will care a lot. Someone to love and someone that will remove this fucking pain coz it is killing me.
It really does.
This thing is killing me every fucking single day.
I know why I'm feeling this and I'm regretting it but why should I feel this every day?
Does every human with a broken heart really need to feel this? How am I supposed to live if I'm living with this kind of pain every day?
I really don't know how, how should I live.
Sometimes, my thoughts were about me giving up but I can't and I should not.
Please tell me.
It hurts so damn much.
And I think my only way out is to love again.
I wanna love again but this time with no regrets.
I want to give all but with no secrets.
Just please give her to me so I can live in peace, just me having thoughts on how to love her more every day. How to make her feel that I'm not worthy of this kind of pain.
That I'm a man worth loving and loving by someone.
That I'm a man worthy of your love.
