FALLIN'

2: 5 years ago

I remembered having 3 guys who i was flirting with at the same time. They are a year older than i am.

Partida, parehas sila ng class, section and they are even friends! Nakakaloka lang diba?

But then, i wasnt looked at as a slutty girl na pinaglalaruan and tatlong magkakaibigan (well maybe yung others, they low key does) but instead, i was seen as a girl who just cant decide who to actually date.

Im not really sure though.

I was too popular back then that even the teachers ask me, "sino ba talaga, Claire?" And i just answer them with a smile. Wondering why tf they care.

      Woops. Yep. I was immature and greedy but i dont really show it.

Well, lets just say that new school means new life and new life means trying out new things.

Uhmmmm, let's just say that before all that happened, i was actually popular for a different thing. Like.. being the most fun to bully?

So... I became more greedy and greedy as i felt the need of others attention.

Those guys who i flirted with did not even know that they are being played with.

Yep. i know, i really regret doing all this shit but past is past. All i can do for now is to be a better person.

So eto nanga,

5 years ago**

"Oh gosh" i looked up at once sa kina-kikiligan ng kasama ko. Oh. Its just Jacob. I rolled my eyes and sigh.

Actually, my bestfriend liked him at first sight during the orientation. first years lang dapat ang nasa school nun but Jacob and his friends was also there because they had basketball practice.

And there, i also met him.

"Landon!" I shouted. He was with Jacob and the others but i dont really care. All i see is him. I ran to him and he halted. Like omaygosh. Why does he look so good today?
"Oh, uhm. I was just wondering if you could show me--- and--" i pulled Donna beside me " my friend, Donna, around the school today? If.. you dont mind?"

Donna was kind of hesitant but i pulled her once again. I pinched her back to remind her. Like, girl this is my chance you know?? But she was just acting weird and awkward. Guuurl Jacob is here too!! Cooperate pls!

Like, sure, i know its only a day or two since we meet, but its our actual first day today. So duhh, we cant just know everything about this school with that given time. So this is our chance!

Landon smiled and nod. "Yeah. Haha. Sure. Me and my friends dont really have anything better to do this week, soooo, uhm during lunch?" He glanced to me and Donna for some kind of approval and we said yes.

I dont know but his smile right now is to die for and i might be looking like im goin to rip my face smiling ear to ear but all i said is, "yeah. Haha thanks, see you around!" then we started walking away.

"OH. MY. GOSHHHH! Did you see that?! Huuuuuu." I jump circling around Donna like i goaled on a soccer game twice, but she was still frozen and in a daze.

Oh, yeah.

Jacob was there, too. Lol I just didnt notice him at first, but i think he was kind of staring at me for like 5 secs. I mean... Was i that annoying?

Ah. Nvm that. Maybe its just my imagination. Lol Kay Donna naman talaga sya. Haha

Landon and those guys are varsity players.. and for just a day, i collected all the information i needed para makilala ko sya lalo. I was a total stalker with lvl 99999. lol. just kidding. Its not shocking that a lot of people know him but i just also realised how many people knew him. Daming kaagaw bes!!

Ganito kasi yon mga bes, when i met him coincidently during the orientation, i was having a hard time figuring out which way yung office and he was passing by so he noticed me.. he then lead the way. He was sooo nice and we kind of relate to each other about some things so i kind of had this interest of knowing him. Hahaha maybe that's why a lot of people likes him too.

During my vacant, I went around the school and ask other students who i came accross with. yeah, even though i dont really know them. I even asked other teachers na binola ko to find some stuff about him.

But.. i think i really shouldn't have. Because that is when more greed came in after hearing what they said. "Oh? Sya? Ayiee~ pinapatanong ng kaibigan mo no?? Crush nya kaya si Donna. Lagi nga syang nasa first year building since first day para makita sya e. Gee, your friend is so lucky! And she's so pretty too!!"

This first years from the next section said it with ethusiasism, not hearing my heart braking into piesces. (Ay arte lang?)

I dont really know and i cant remember what reaction i gave back then.

I think i just said thanks and left? Hahaha bitter lang.

Donna... Donna Jensens. She's half white, half Filipino. she's pretty, she always looks bright and has a good proportion for a 13 year old. Shes even going to sign up on becomming a cheerleader next week...

Donna.. She's my bestfriend...

I guess?

I was upset.

How can she do this to me? She didnt even tell me anything. Like, apparently, everyone knew about it and I'm the only one missing out. She knew how much i liked Landon but.. i guess a few days of talking to each other non stop doesn't really make us "friends"?

I mean, even though she has no feelings for him, gaano kaya ako naging mukhang tanga sa paningin nya habang kinikilig ako sa harapan nya when she actually knew that Landon likes her instead of me? Is it fun to her to see me like that?