Why didn't you stay? (Larry mpreg)

Chapter 10

Louis' POV.

*1 week later*

i really wanna know what is that book that Harry's hiding from me, so now that Aiden is at work, and Harry and Darcy are getting ice cream, i'm gonna read that book.

I walk in his room and search everwhere, but i can't find it. I look under the pillow and i see it. I smile, typical Harry.

I open the book and the first thing i read is;

'Today Taylor told me that i have to leave Louis. I don't want to, but if i don't he and the baby will get hurt. I would never forgive myself if something bad happens to them. I love them with all my heart.'

It read and i frown, this book is from two years ago.

I can't help but read father.

'I did it, i left Louis. I was the hardest thing i've done. He's the love of my life. I was gonna ask him to marry me, but that was before all this shit happend. Now i'm all alone. Taylor forces me to life in her house so she can keep an eye on me. I fucking hate her! She always has to ruin everything! Now all i have is this book...'

I read further.

Wait. What, he was gonna propose?!

Ugh...i fucking hate Taylor!!!

I read trough some pages when one caught my eyes.

'Taylor's dead, she was in a car chrash, i'm finally free! Now i can go back to Louis. But something inside tells me that Louis has moved on. I hope it's not true.'

'Okay, so, the feeling was right. Louis has moved on. I went to his house and i saw him and a guy kissing. I texted him and asked who he was, he said it was his boyfriend. It broke my heart.'

A tear rolls down my face, i caused all that to him.

'I was stupid to think that i still had a chance with Louis. Well i thought he and his boyfriend would broken up, but no, they're married. And worst off all? Louis' pregnant again. I can see that Louis loves this guy. It hurts me, but there's no denying it.'

This has to be from the first day he came back.

I turn the page and see a song,

' I'm broken
Do you hear me
I'm blinded
'Cause you are everything i see
I'm dancing, alone
I'm praying
That your heart will just turn around.

And as i walk up to your door
My heads turn to face the floor
'Cause i can't look you in the eyes and say.

When he opens his arms
and holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
'Cause i can love you more than this, yeah
When he lays you down, i'm might just die inside
It just don't feel right
'Cause i can love you more than this
Can love you more than this.

If i'm louder
Would you see me?
Would you lay down in my arms and rescue me?
'Cause we are the same
You saved me, when you leave it's gone again.

And then i see you on the street
In his arms, i get weak
My body feels i'm on my knees
Praying.

When he opens his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
'Cause i can love you more than this, yeah
When he lays you down, i'm might just die inside
It just won't feel right
'Cause i can love you more than this.

I've never had the words to sau
But now i'm asking you to stay
For a litlle while inside ly arms
And as you close your eyes tonight
I pray that you will see the light
That's shining from the stars above.

When he opens his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feeel right
'Cause i can love you more than this
'Cause i can love you more than this
When he lays you down, i'm might just die inside
It just don't feel right
'Cause i can love you more than this, yeah
When he opens his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
'Cause i can love you more than this
When he lays you down, i'm might just die inside
It just don't feel right
'Cause i can love you more than
Can love you more than this.'

I always loved that Harry writes songs. But i didn't know it was about me.

"Louis?"