❤️somebody to love❤️

❤So do i❤

I woke up to someone lying next to me. I screamed.

"Lily,it's just me" I heard Jason's voice and i suddenly feel calmer.

"What you doing here?" I ask him.

"Your parents invited my patents,remember?" He says in a duh tone. I remember my mothers story about Jason's mum. I feel really guilty,what happens if he didn't want me to know? Jason's must have saw my facial expression.

"It ok, your mum told me and my father everything that happened. Its ok that you know, just don't tell anyone else." He said with a simple smile.

"I really sorry." I whisper.

"It wasn't your fault, so you don't need to apologise." He whispers back. Without thinking, i stand up and hug him. It takes him a few seconds before he hugs be back.

"Lily. Jason dinners ready." My mum shouts from down stairs. Me and Jason walk Down the stairs into the dining room. We both sit together with his parents opposite us . My mum and dad sit at the ends of the table. I notice that my mum has prepared a lovely dish of lasagna.

" I love lasagna." Me and Jason said at the same time. I think back to when my and Cory did the exact same thing. He loved lasagna as well. Everyone is looking at me except my parents when a small tear runs down my cheek.

"Are you alright dear?" John asks me.

I was about to answer when my dad decided to answer for me.

"She's fine." He says giving me a glair. I look up at John.

"You know you are the first person to ask me that in 6 month." I say with a small smile.

"How's that dear?" He replays.

I look at my mum then at my dad. He gives me this look, like he's telling me to shut up, but I just continue.

"Well nearly 6 months ago, actually it's 6 months on Friday my dad was in a car crash. He wasn't alone, my twin brother, Cory was with him. A lorry hit the side if the car and the doctors said that it killed Cory straight way. Well you could imagine how hard it was losing someone that was so close to you, but what made it worse was that a week after the funeral my parents started working again. They used to work all the time before he died but Cory would always keep me company, anyway I was alone for maybe 3 weeks at a time and when they came back they wouldn't talk to me. I think it was because i reminded them if him to much."

I looked at my parents. My mums eyes were filled with tears and my fathers were filled with hatred, but I didn't stop there.

" Sometimes I forget what he looks like, but then I look in the mirror and I picture him. Is that what's it like looking at me all the time dad? IS IT?" I shout.

He looks up at me with anger in his eyes.

"LILY, THAT'S ENOUGH, AND YES THAT'S WHAT IT IS LIKE, YOU KNOW SOMETIMES I WISH THAT YOU DIED INSTEAD OF HIM!!" He shouts but regrets it after he has said it.

"Well dad, so do I most Of the time" I whisper and tears spill down my cheek.

"Lily, I..." He begins but I cut him off.

" NO DAD, JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME!" I scream at him.He looks at me with sorrow I his eyes. I just turn around and run out of the house. Tears streaming down my face, as I wonder where to go......