*Lola's P.O.V.*
"She had 5 nightmares last night. I'm worried."
"That shouldn't be happening?" I hear a voices say from above me. I ignore it and try to get back to sleep.
"Niall." I say in a whining voice because I can't get comfortable. I'm shattered.
"Morning baby. You should go back to sleep." He whispers in my ear. I don't want to go back to sleep. If I did then I would.
"I can't I'm not comfortable." I tell him. I look up and see everyone walking. Niall is carrying me like I'm a five year old and I've fallen asleep in the car. I look around and everyone seems quieter than normal, something's wrong.
"Happy birthday Ella!" I say trying to sound energetic and excited but my voice is still groggy from just waking up.
"Thank you honey." She says smiling weakly. Shit something is definitely wrong. Ella is always happy and smiling.
"What's wrong?" I ask everyone but no one answers me and acts like I never asked. Why are people now ignoring me?
"How are you feeling?" Niall asks me sounding concerned. Why wouldn't I be ok? Please don't say I've done something wrong AGAIN.
"I'm fine? Why wouldn't I be?" I ask suspiciously.
"After what happened last night." He says.
"After last night?" I ask confused. I thought we were all over the Harry thing? I mean we forgave him didn't we so why bring it up again?
"Yeah...the Harry thing? That's over with why wouldn't I be fine?" I ask whilst wiggling trying to get down. Niall holds me tighter, practically squeezing me, and won't let me down. I feel claustrophobic now.
"Let me down!" I squeal.
"No Lola. You know we're not talking about the Harry thing we're talking about the fact you woke up screaming 5 times. Don't try playing dumb." He says sounding pissed off with me. What is he talking about? Nightmares? I unwrap my arms from around his neck and quickly jump down from him.
"What are you talking about?" I ask him.
"You were kicking and screaming in your sleep last night. You kept on hitting me and calling my Danny. Lola don't act like you can't remember." He says calmly but the words sound harsh and feel like he's attacking me.
"I can't remember Niall!" I shout back at him. Can people stop telling me what I do and don't remember? How do they know?
"Everyone else does!" He shouts at me. What the hell is he getting angry about? Sorry if I had nightmares it's not like I fucking want them is it?
"Sorry Niall how about next time I'll try to remember being terrified in one of my dreams!" I shout at him and start to walk off. No one says anything.
"Really? Are you honestly telling me you don't remember having a dream about being chased by Danny in the woods and he grabs onto you and then you woke up and sat there crying into my chest telling me?" He shouts and I look to Ella and Mia. They know too. They were there.
"That wasn't a dream...it's a memory. No I didn't remember that but now I do are you happy?" I ask him. I can't do this anymore. I can't deal with being in a relationship because it's not fair on either of us. I love him so much but sometimes you have to let go of the ones you love, right?
"I can't do this anymore." I say. I feel my whole body start to shake because of what I'm about to do.
"What do you mean?" He asks looking up at me. I can barely look him in the eyes. I know he never meant to start an argument but it happened.
