Sorry guys I haven't been posting much I've been really busy with school work. Anyway enjoy!
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*Lola's P.O.V.*
I lay there wide awake in bed next to Jake. I don't want to sleep. I don't want to wake him up by screaming from my nightmares. I just want to be back at home with Niall but that's not going to happen. Jake rolls over and faces me, looking into my eyes.
"Go to sleep Lola or you will be tired tomorrow." He whispers. I know I need to but I can't. I know it will just happen again, like it did last night, and it can't put people through that. I can live with nightmares, that doesn't bother me, but the thought of kicking and screaming Jake like I did to Niall scares me. I don't want him to get bored of the drama I'm causing and leave too.
"I'm not tired." I lie to him turning around so that my back faces him. I know I'm coming across as being a bitch but I don't want him to worry about me.
"Don't lie to me Lolli!" Sam tells me as he sits up.
"Jake drop it I'm fine." I tell him as I pull the duvet over my head. I just want to be left to it because I'm not letting myself fall asleep no matter what is said.
"Do you want me to get Ella?" He asks me. I shake my head straight away. I know what her and Harry will be doing and if Jake sees...well then Harry will end up in hospital knowing Jake.
"Well go to sleep please! I'm worried about you." Jake says pulling the duvet over his body because I'm using it all.
"You don't have to worry about me Jakey I'm a big girl!" I tell him. My eyelids are getting heavier and heavier by the minute. I turn around to face Jake but his eyes are shut and his face is hidden in the pillow. I don't think I can stay awake much longer. I roll over and check the time, 03:45, I have to be up at 7:30. I eventually let myself fall asleep.
"Wake up!" I hear a voice say from above me. I roll over and hide my face under the duvet.
"I don't want to." I whine. It's too early and I'm shattered! I have a banging head ache and my throat feels dry.
"Get your arse out of bed, we're late!" They say as they hit me with a pillow.
"Niall I'm tired let me sleep!" I say huskily with out thinking. I sit up instantly realising what I said.
"You miss him don't you?" I look up to see Louis standing next to me with a pillow in his hands still. I say nothing but I nod my head slowly whilst looking down at the floor.
"Talk things through with him Lola. I know you think your doing this for him but if it's love it's worth fighting for, right?" Louis says lifting up my chin so that he can look into my eyes. He has a point but I don't know if it was 'love'. Love is a strong word and I don't know how Niall felt either.
"Lou has he said anything to you?" I ask him staring back into his bright blue eyes.
"Lola your going to be late for school!" Harry shouts making me jump as walks into the room. I look over to the clock, it's 7:15.
"Harry we have ages!" I say annoyed while laying back under the duvet. I shut my eyes and get comfortable again. I said I'll be awake at half 7 so I will go to sleep for 15 minutes. I'm tired anyway.
"Lola you're a girl so you're going to take ages to get ready!" Harry says pulling the duvet off my body. I hate that stupid stereotype! Just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I take ages getting ready! I mean yes some girls do but if we do it's just to impress people.
"Harry just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I'm going to take ages!" I say re-opening my eyes.
"Prove it then! Get ready before 7:45 and I'll believe you but I doubt you will!" He says laughing. I know he's just trying to get me up but I don't care because I have to prove my point.
