arguing sucks

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I woke up today and went down stairs with the puppy in my hand. Of course.  This dog goes every where with me. Anyways I'm going to the kitchen to make some breakfast and when I walk into the kitchen my mouth hangs open.
My eyes start to turn watery and it's clouding my vision.

Standing there is Felix with layla. He's pressing her up against the bar. Kissing her like his life depends on it.
He turned around and seen me.  He starts walking over towards me but I keep backing away. Tears running down my face.

"I-i how could you" I say with sobs

"Bri I-" he starts but j cut him off

"No Felix just don't if you want that fucking whore go ahead but I'm leaveing and I'm taking my kids with me" I felt as if my hole body just went numb I run up stairs packing my things and Felix comes in

"Pl-please let me explain" I turn around

"We have kids.... We have a family Felix" I say crying more.

"I-i know but... Please don't leave me"

I look at him "I can't believe you Felix. You hurt me" my heart shatters "I-i thought we we're happy" a sob breaks through my lips he trys to hug me but I push him away. He trys again then I start hitting him. "Go away"

"Babe please that kiss it went nothing to me" I looked at him unbelievable

I scoff "bye Felix"

"Where are you gonna go?"

"Hopefully somewhere that you can't find me" he follows me. "Felix please just let me take a day or two to think about this"

"Please don't leave me" a tear runs down his cheek.

"I'm not leaving you Felix I'll be back when I fell okay" he nods not wanting to look at me I go up to him and he looks at me.

"I-i love you" his voice cracks
"The kids are in the car I've got to go Felix" right when I'm about yo leave layla comes in.

"Hey fe wanna finish what we started" she smirks

"Get out" Felix's voice hardens

"What" she says shocked

"I said get out before I put a bullet in between your eyes" she looks frightened she hurries up and runs past me out the door.

I look at Felix and kiss him on his cheek. He looks at me one last time.
And I hear him say.

"I love you Brianna so much and I can't live without you and I'm sorry" he let's go of my hand and I walk out.





We are staying at a hotel just an hour away from Felix. He was so heart broken I miss him the kids are asking what's going on but I won't tell them.
I get then showered for them to take a nap and they fall asleep.

A few hours have pasted and I already want to go home. I miss everything. I start packing everything back up to head home. I can't stay away from him. I know he messed up but I can't he'll but to love him.

We arrive back home and all the lights are on. I walk inside to be met with everybody in the gang in the living room. The kids run upstairs getting ready for bed as they are told.

Felix stands up and runs to me. I start crying and he shushes me. "I love you felix I can't stay away" he kisses my head "I love you too and I'm so sorry" I look at him and nod.

All of a sudden music comes on. (Song above) I start crying a Felix gets down on one knee.  He takes my hand and pulls out a box.

I cover my mouth

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I cover my mouth. He starts "Brianna I've known you for years and years. The times your mom kicked you out, through your father dying, to our beautiful kids" he breaths "I'm sorry for my mistakes I made and I want to say sorry. I will never stop loving you never have. You are the prettiest woman I've ever known" he looks at me "but will you make me the happiest man in the world and merry me?" A tear slips down my cheek.

"Y-yes" I choke out "yes I will" all kinds of loud screams fill the house. He put the ring on my finger and my heart is beating so fast.

"I love you"

"I love you too"

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